Tuesday, May 26, 2020

XWP Awakenings 02 - Discover 02/03 - 05/26/2020

Awakenings 02 - Discovery
02/03
Ms. Hunter Ash

rating: PG13

Pairings: Xena & Gabrielle

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Gabrielle felt someone lifting her up and mumbled a weak protest.
"Quiet, my Queen. You won’t do Xena any good if you grieve yourself to death with exhaustion. You're going to get some sleep. I'll watch over her," Ephiny's voice carried to Gabrielle's ears and, despite whatever her mind might have wished, the bard found herself settling into the strong arms that carried her to the next hut and placed her in a bed.
"Ephiny, wake me if anything changes," she whispered as Ephiny covered her.
"Immediately," the Regent promised.
Ephiny smiled at her mate, Solori as she joined the woman outside the hut and headed back to the Healer's hut.
"You actually got her to sleep?" her mate asked.
"No, her body finally did," Ephiny smiled a very tired smile. "I'm going to stay with Xena while Gabrielle and the healer sleep."
"All right, lover," Solori hesitated. "Do you think there'll be any change? It's been days and her fever was so high."
Ephiny closed her eyes and shook her head. "I don't know. She's strong but Gabrielle says that she was sick before that bastard got ahold of her."
"Gods, everyone is praying on this one," Solori mentioned.
"Good, can't hurt. I do know one thing," Ephiny said softly, stopping outside the hut door.
"What's that, love?"
"If Xena crosses over then Gabrielle will follow."
"What!? No!"
"I think so, look at her now! She's wasting away and I can't stop it," Ephiny growled.
"Have they figured out what their relationship is, yet?" her mate asked, a note of frustration in her voice.
"I think so. If not they both need to be hit over the head and dumped in a cage for a week until they do," Ephiny said with a smile. "You know we rarely see this kind of grieving."
"I know. Go let the healer get some sleep. I'll keep watch out here."
Ephiny stroked her lover's cheek fondly. "Thank you, my love."
"You bet."
Ephiny settled in for a long night, watching the warrior sleep fitfully in a fever induced coma, the infection raging through her body. Ephiny felt tears beginning to well up in her eyes. She truly didn't know how long the warrior could go on like this.
"Come on, Xena!" she whispered fiercely. "Fight this! Gabrielle needs you!"
# # #
It was another two days and another struggle to get the bard to sleep or eat. Ephiny was also looking very worn out and the strain was getting to the Healer as well.
Gabrielle had finally settled into nightmare-plagued dreams on the fifth day since they had brought Xena in. Nightmares of blood and of losing Xena kept the young Queen tossing and turning. Her body was demanding rest but her mind and soul were refusing it. The bard knew she, herself, was running a fever from the exhaustion and had dropped even more weight. Ephiny had almost punched the Queen into unconsciousness to get Gabrielle to sleep.
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Xena groaned and opened her eyes slowly. The familiar surroundings of an Amazon hut greeted her eyes. Ephiny came into her view and sat on a stool next to the warrior’s bed. The Regent looked tired but was a welcome site.
"Hey," she smiled down on the warrior and lifted a cup of water to the bruised and parched lips. Xena sipped gratefully.
"Hey," she responded finally. "Where's Gabrielle?"
"Next hut over, I finally got her to sleep. Remind me not to try and change her mind about anything again."
Xena tried to smile but winced with the pain. "How long?"
"Five days." Ephiny put a hand on the warrior's shoulder as the woman attempted to sit up with surprise. "You've been sick and hurt. Fever and the pain took you the first day and we've been fighting the fever ever since."
Xena took stock of her body and wasn't surprised she felt like she had been run over by a wagon, twice.
"How bad now?"
"Not bad, the healer managed to get the infection down in your leg and the shoulder is actually healing nicely. Other stuff is minor cuts and bruises. You'll be off that leg for another week."
"A week!" Xena protested.
"That's what the healer has ordered. I'll send for Gabrielle," Ephiny started to stand up but Xena placed a hand on the Regent's arm.
"Strats?"
"Menestratus? Target practice for my archers when we found you."
Xena merely nodded at this information, it was what she had expected from the Amazons. "Thank you, Ephiny. I knew Gabrielle would be safe with you."
"Always, Xena," Ephiny stopped at the door and looked back on the warrior. "By the way, I am finally reading your relationship with Gabrielle right? You two finally got together?"
Xena grinned, "Did everyone in Greece know but us?"
"Yup, there's been running bets as to when you two would finally figure it out. When did it happen?"
"Bets? Four months ago."
"Yup," the Amazon grinned at her friend. "I lost two months ago."
"Ephiny," the warrior’s voice stopped the Amazon. The Regent turned with a questioning eyebrow lifted.
"I asked her to marry me, Amazon ceremony."
The life came back to the Regent's eyes and she smiled a huge smile. "Really?" Xena nodded, smiling herself. "If you weren't wounded I'd hug the stuffing out of you! Nothing could make Gabrielle happier! By Artemis, we've a lot to plan for." The Regent was gone before Xena could ask for details.
"Terrific, I've asked for the ceremony and don't have a clue what the ritual is."
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Gabrielle was awake instantly when Ephiny touched her shoulder. She sat up blinking rapidly, trying to focus both mind and eyes.
"Easy, Gabrielle," Ephiny said calmly.
"What's happened?" she demanded, fear gripping her heart. She knew Ephiny would only wake her up if there had been a change and the Healer and Ephiny had warned her that it was unlikely that Xena would ever recover up from this point on.
"She's awake," the Regent grinned and grabbed Gabrielle to steady her as the bard leaped out of bed and then swayed from the lack of sleep and food. "Easy, she's talking and alert."
"Xena!" Gabrielle broke from Ephiny and dashed out of the hut.
In moments Gabrielle was in her warrior's good arm, kissing Xena and crying at the same time.
"Shhh, Little One," Xena said softly. "I'm all right."
Gabrielle finally pulled back and sat on the stool, holding Xena's hand while the other hand ran over the warrior's body, once again reassuring herself that her warrior was in one piece.
"You are not all right, you've been out for days," Gabrielle held the warrior's hand to her cheek.
Xena got a good look at her bard's face and was dismayed. She'd never seen the bard looking so haggard.
"When was the last time you slept or ate?" the warrior demanded.
"They made me eat and Ephiny made me get some sleep," Gabrielle protested.
"Uh huh, let me guess, you've spent most of the last five days right there next to me," Xena gathered the bard back with her good arm for another kiss and reassuring hug. "I love you, Gabrielle."
"Gods, I was so worried!" Xena reached up to brush away a fresh set of tears. The bard couldn't seem to stop touching Xena's hair, face, arms.
"It's okay. Just wasn't my week," the warrior smiled.
"Hah! That's an understatement," the bard grinned.
"What about your family, they were worried sick."
"I sent a runner to let them know I was okay and that you were safe."
"I'm sorry about your father's funeral," Xena said softly.
"It's all right, just as long as you're safe, my love."
“For once you rescued me. Remind me to keep you around,” Xena smiled and Gabrielle let the warrior pull her down, The bard sighed as she snuggled into her familiar and favorite position, curled in Xena's arms, head on the warrior's shoulder. She carefully placed her arm around the warrior's waist and hugged softly.
"Forever," she whispered.
She felt Xena's body relax along with her own and drifted into a nightmare free sleep.
When Ephiny came back to check on the patient she found the Amazon Queen and her warrior asleep in each other’s arms. She smiled and backed out of the hut and left orders with the guards that the couple wasn’t to be disturbed.
# # #
After a day of bed rest and food the bard felt better than she had in weeks and was glad to be out of the hut. She and Ephiny had a more difficult time keeping Xena down though. Gabrielle smiled at the memory of the frustrated look on her mate's face. It did help that Xena couldn't put any weight on the leg and Gabrielle kept the crutches out of reach.
After a few more days in bed regaining her strength, Xena was able to move around the village with the aid of the crutches.
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It was also extremely difficult for both women to keep their hands to themselves. It felt like forever to the bard since she had touched her lover more than five minutes at a time. Her body was aching to feel Xena's touch but neither of them had recovered enough yet.
The Amazon Queen was pleased that Ephiny had sent a messenger to her family, letting them know that Gabrielle was safe and Xena was with them. Ephiny had carefully worded the message so as not to alarm the family but to let them know the Amazons had both women and would protect them.
She let Ephiny catch her up on the politics that needed tending to, what documents needed signing, and such. Then they began planning for a bonding.
After two days Gabrielle had a headache and begged off any more planning. Xena had grumbled that this was probably going to get complicated and she was right. Combining a traditional Greek wedding with an Amazon bonding, then throwing in the politics that came with a royal wedding were getting to the bard.
The bard was delighted to find herself at the practice yard and several Amazons were eager to spar with her and the bard's new staff. Gabrielle was irritated with her own body when she quickly realized that she wasn't up to her usual speed and stamina but kept at the sparring, wanting to work her aching muscles and frustrations. The Amazon Queen always delighted in the training, especially the sparring. It was very much like a dance between opponents and Gabrielle loved to dance.
In the back of the Queen's mind was the events of the last two weeks and her frustration about all of it. She didn't understand why Menestratus wanted her dead, neither did Xena. Even after talking about it and finding out that the man had been with the Warlord on her worst raids, it didn't make sense. Why blame Gabrielle for Perdicus's death?
Xena sat down on a hay bale, watching her lover spar with several other Amazon women with her new staff. The warrior was pleased when Ephiny walked up and sat next to her.
"How are you feeling, friend?" Ephiny asked.
"Better everyday, thanks to all of you. Thanks again for the rescue," Xena grinned.
"My pleasure, none of us would have been able to live with Gabrielle if we hadn't. Tell me about the man."
"Menestratus," Xena's face grew thoughtful. "He was one of my soldiers years ago. I remembered him just before you showed up. He was a good soldier of sorts but blood-thirsty, he delighted in killing anything in his way."
"Did you know he was Perdicus' brother when Gabrielle married him?"
"No, I only knew him as Strats and we never talked."
Xena pulled out a dagger and began balancing it on the end of a finger.
"I never knew. Gods, Ephiny, will my past ever let us alone?" Ephiny didn't flinch when the warrior suddenly threw the knife, embedding it into a fence post close by. With a casual grace the Regent walked over and retrieved the dagger. Xena shrugged.
"Probably not," Ephiny said simply. "You've made up for your past, and you'll continue to do so but it will always come back to haunt you, warrior."
"Thanks," Xena muttered.
"He blamed you for Callisto," Ephiny encouraged the warrior to resume the explanations.
Xena laughed a grim laugh. "That's what’s so messed up! He was there at Cirra! He helped murder Callisto's family."
Ephiny thought she would fall off the hay bale and Xena nodded at the woman's shocked expression.
"Then what in Hades was his problem?!" the Amazon demanded. "He helped create her as much as you did."
"That's what I told him and he agreed. I can't explain it. Maybe he thought by killing me and hurting Gabrielle he could live with his own guilt in Tartarus. He was planning on killing himself after me."
"I don't get it," Ephiny shook her head.
"Neither do I and neither does Gabrielle. Maybe it made sense in his twisted mind."
"He nearly succeeded, we almost lost you and we would have lost Gabrielle if that had happened," Ephiny glanced over at the warrior, gauging her reaction.
"I know that. When it does happen to me, I want you to take care of her. Don't let her follow me, I'd want her to live," Xena's eyes flashed.
"You don’t know it will happen.”
“Yes, I do. The life I lead, not much chance of a long life,” Xena said with a shrug.
“I know but that wouldn't be my choice, Xena. Even if we locked her away from anything sharp or long, I think she'd grieve herself to death over you."
"I wouldn't want that," the warrior muttered.
"Live with it," Ephiny said bluntly and Xena looked surprised. "It's something that we see with some life-bond mates when one dies. One half of a soul can't live without the other."
"You think we're life-bond soul mates?" Xena whispered. She, herself, had felt such an overwhelming amount of love for the bard and felt so empty when Gabrielle wasn't around, but life-bond soul mates were rare. It was the stuff of legends.
Ephiny looked over at the bard and back at the warrior. "Yes, I do."
With a spin Gabrielle swept the legs out from under one of her opponents and blocked a blow coming from overhead. She quickly put a foot in the other woman's stomach and pushed that attacker out of reach. She spun and blocked another parry with the staff laced along her forearm. The bard yelped and dived forward under another blow, coming up swinging.
With a laugh Gabrielle disarmed one opponent, tapped another on the head to signify a killing blow and swept another off her feet, then she found herself sitting on her tailbone rubbing her ribs where someone had tagged her with a staff. She grinned and stood up and helped up one of her sparring partners. Gabrielle was covered in sweat and dust and felt great. She had managed to work out a lot the tension and felt ready to face everything again.
Together Ephiny and Xena watched the little bard and laughed with the Amazons Gabrielle had just spared with and applauded.
She looked over at the sound of applause and felt her face blushing red when she saw Xena and Ephiny clapping on the other side of the fence.
The bard felt this followed up the blush with a huge grin at the sight of her lover. It was good to see Xena moving about the village with the aid of crutches. Her face was strained from the pain and the fever she had gone through but she looked a lot better than she had in days. Gabrielle felt hope that everything just might be turning their way.
With the familiar set of her jawline, the bard made a decision. Then she broke into a smile again seeing the love dancing in her mate's eyes.
“She’s good,” Ephiny commented.
“Very, you have good trainers,” Xena agreed.
“Most of that is natural talent. If she ever wanted to turn warrior she could be deadly in a knife fight, maybe even with a sword.”
“I hope that doesn’t happen,” Xena said softly.
“You know the odds, traveling the way you two do. She’ll have to kill someday.”
Xena frowned. “I know, I just want to put it off as long as possible. I don’t want anything to touch that light of hers.”
Ephiny grinned, “Not as long as she has you, Xena. I’ve never seen her so happy.”
Gabrielle vaulted over the fence and quickly hugged Ephiny and turned to hug her mate.
“You’re good out there,” Xena commented, pleased with the blush Gabrielle gave them.
“Thanks, I’ve been practicing.”
Ephiny stood up, “I’ve got things to attend to and a wedding to plan. Lots to do,” she grinned.
“Why do I get the feeling this could get complicated,” Xena complained.
Gabrielle laughed and sat down next to the tall woman.
“Probably. Ephiny says that it can get quite formal when it’s the Queen getting married. There’s two actual ceremonies - one for us, family and the blessing of the gods; then a public one that gets complicated and pompous,” she warned with a smile.
“Gods, I should just throw you over Argo and drag you to a lonely island for the rest of our lives. I suppose you’ll want me to dress fancy.”
Gabrielle lightly punched Xena’s arm, pretending to look annoyed with her warrior. “Can’t have you scaring the foreign diplomats with your sword and chakram at the ready, can we?”
“Diplomats?” Xena frowned and the bard laughed heartily.
“Xena, mighty Warrior Princess! You’d rather face an army alone than a royal court, wouldn’t you?” Gabrielle giggled.
“Yup, you bet,” Xena readily agreed with a smile.
“Its just show. Being the Queen they want to put on a big production, I’m getting them to tone it down a bit. I think you’ll like the private one,” Gabrielle leaned her head on the warrior’s shoulder. “How’s the pain?”
“Better. Beginning to itch, always a good sign. The healer says the shoulder will probably hurt in cold weather from now on, guess that’ll go with the other aches and pains. Are you sure you want this old war-horse?” Xena teased.
“Let me show you,” Gabrielle leaned up and, with one hand behind the warrior’s head, pulled Xena’s lips to hers. The bard surprised her warrior by pulling the woman down into her arms as Gabrielle sat down on the hay bale. It wasn't often that Xena let the bard hold her like this, it required absolute trust, and one movement and the woman would be on her tailbone. Xena was usually more self-conscious about showing affection in public for her bard and Gabrielle knew it. Having Xena relax in the Amazon village like this was a treat for the bard.
Being a hopeless romantic and optimist, Gabrielle wanted to shout to the world about her love for the warrior woman. Common sense told her that this wasn't the safest thing to do in the world but that didn't mean she kept quiet easily.
Then Gabrielle thought about a secret she was ready to face. Xena sat up and stroked her lover's cheek.
Xena noticed a shift in Gabrielle’s expression. She sat up again and touched the bard’s face, pulling the chin up to look in the deep green eyes she always adored.
“What is it, Gabrielle?”
“I’m ready to look at that parchment.”
“All right, go grab a bath and I’ll meet you at the stable,” Xena told her.
“Can you ride yet?” the bard looked worried.
“I’ll use a fence to get on. Riding is easy, you can help me off when we get to the stream.”
“Okay, I won’t be long,” Gabrielle jumped up and kissed her lover again and then dashed off. The bard marveled again at how quickly Xena had read the change in Gabrielle's expression and body language. She wondered again for the hundredth time how they could have kept their feelings for each other hidden so well. Then the bard corrected herself with a smile, not from anyone around them, just themselves. How could they have been so blind?
Xena pulled herself up and began hobbling towards the stable, thinking about the next event coming. Xena hated mysteries. She was good at solving them but she hated them. Gabrielle had wanted to wait until Xena could travel before approaching the next step. They were both puzzled. Xena couldn’t put it quite into words, she knew Hecuba would never do anything to hurt Gabrielle but the contents of the bottle were mysterious and maybe a touch sinister.
Xena wasn’t sure which she dreaded more: facing stuffy nobles or Gabrielle’s mysterious past.
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Gabrielle led Argo through the woods and along the stream until they reached a small pool of gentle water and helped position Argo next to a rock so Xena could climb off the horse without too much trouble. Feeling somewhat helpless made the warrior feel grumpy and she fought down the emotion.
Gabrielle sat down slowly on the cloak she had spread out, her face showing her concern as Xena approached, hobbling along on her crutches. Even though the warrior tried not to show any pain or emotion most of the time, the bard could see the tension in the warrior's face from the pain. Xena sat down cautiously, bringing blankets and a couple of their travel packs with her.
They had come to a small stream that flowed over many boulders and rocks and offered many small ponds.
The bard reached into her own pack and pulled out the bottle and second parchment. After Xena had regained consciousness, Gabrielle had taken the parchment and bottle from the warrior's pack and opened it while lying back in Xena's arms. She had been very surprised to find the letter had been written by her mother while she was still pregnant with Gabrielle. The letter had instructed the bard to find a quiet lake, pool of water or a fountain, drink the contents of the flask with wine and watch the water. The letter also instructed her daughter to do this with her soulmate. Then the daughter would find answers.
Xena waited. Green eyes looked deeply into blue ones.
Gabrielle was curiosity personified but this was a little nerve wracking.
“It’s okay if you’re not ready,” Xena said softly.
“I don’t know. I’m curious as a cat with a closed bag, but this...” she spread her hands indicating the bottle and the parchment. “What could it be?” she demanded suddenly. “What could my mother tell me?”
“She said it might answer some questions you had growing up.”
“Arrrgghhh!” Gabrielle sat staring at the bottle, as if it might burn her if she touched it again. Then, with a quick motion, she grabbed the bottle and uncorked it. Xena pulled out two goblets and poured wine into both from a wineskin. Gabrielle again looked deep in her lover’s eyes and poured half the powder into each goblet.
“I love you, Xena.”
“I love you, Gabrielle. No matter what we learn.”
With a nod of the bard’s head they both drank and Gabrielle positioned herself between Xena’s legs and leaned back into her warrior. Together they began watching the water.


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Both women found themselves closing their eyes, feeling like a fog had come over both of them. Gabrielle watched everything start to go fuzzy and felt like she was detaching from her body. Try as she might, the bard couldn't keep her eyes open and felt her head drop forward onto her chest.
After a moment Gabrielle opened her eyes and gasped, Xena quickly opened her eyes, muscles tensing. She blinked several times.
She and Gabrielle were sitting beside a lake instead of a stream. A gentle lake at dusk. A very calm and gentle lake and Gabrielle realized with a start that she knew the lake, it was near her home in Poteidaia.
Very close to them the sounds of someone running through the woods reached them. Xena reached out to grab a branch to pull herself up quickly and stumbled back onto her backside when her hand went through the branch.
A woman ran into sight and went right by them without seeming to notice them.
“Mother?” Gabrielle felt herself whisper and Xena's body jump as she, too, recognized the young woman throwing herself down on the water grass near the lake, in tears and holding her face.
It was Hecuba but a much younger Hecuba, more than 20 years younger. She was crying and shaking and she didn’t seem to hear the bard.
“She can’t hear or see us, Gabrielle. We’re like ghosts.”
“But she’s younger.”
“Yes, we’re watching this happen back in time somehow.”
Gabrielle leaned back into Xena’s arms again. “Hold me, please,” she whispered and the warrior gladly wrapped her arms around her love and Gabrielle grabbed onto the arms, holding tightly.
Hecuba’s sobs racked her body and tore at the hearts of the two women watching. Gabrielle felt helpless, she wanted to take the young woman in her arms and comfort her, she also wanted to know why her mother was crying so hard.
Gabrielle felt a chill pass through her. "Someone's there," she whispered and felt Xena's muscles tense up again as the warrior realized the same thing.
There was a stranger with her mother.
“Why are you crying, woman?” the man asked.
Hecuba squeaked and sat up, stumbling backwards. It was almost dark and she was alone with a stranger.
“I mean you no harm, why are you crying?” the stranger sat down on his haunches, probably trying to put young Hecuba at ease.
“My husband, he..... he came home drunk and.....” Hecuba continued to sob.
“He hurt you and forced you,” the stranger stated and Xena felt her bard’s muscles tighten. The warrior held tighter.
“No, not force, just not.....” Hecuba stammered.
“Not pleasurable for you.”
“No,” Hecuba dropped her head. “Who are you, I can’t see your face,” she whispered.
The stranger smiled and held up his hand and all the women were shocked when it began glowing, putting out more light than a torch. He grinned. “Better?”
“Apollo!” Xena hissed.
Hecuba went to her knees. “Lord,” she whispered.
“Don’t kneel, please. Just sit with me for a bit. I have a tale to tell you, young Hecuba,” Apollo ordered and sat down on the grass next to Hecuba, the light surrounding them.
“You know me?” she asked.
“Yes, I came to see you,” he stated.
“Why?”
“I can’t tell you everything but what I can tell you is that you are going to have children. The first of them will be a girl and you will name her Gabrielle.”
Gabrielle felt her head reeling and clung to the warrior’s arms around her.
“Gabrielle?” Hecuba questioned.
“I like it,” Apollo shrugged. “You will have others but Gabrielle has a special fate. Sometimes the gods meddle a little too much in the affairs of you humans and upon occasion some of us have to step in and counter some of those affects.”
“I don’t understand, Lord.”
“I know. What I can say is thus; with the help of one of the gods a dark soul will fill this land and could destroy the very civilization that gives all of us life. This dark one must have a balance and your daughter will be that balance. She will be the light to end the darkness. She will be blessed by the gods and especially by me, a child of the Sun.”
'By the gods, he's talking about me and Xena!' Gabrielle's mind shouted. "Blessed by Apollo?" she whispered to herself.
“Why me?” Hecuba questioned.
“Why not? You are intelligent, gentle, loving and you have a strength that she will inherit. It is her fate to shine the light of the sun on the soul that fell into darkness. It will be Gabrielle’s light that saves this soul and changes the Fates of the world.”
“Xena?”
“Shhh, little one,” Xena’s voice was strained. Gabrielle was quite sure that she, herself, was trembling.
“This dark soul, won’t it destroy my daughter?”
“It might, we can’t control everything. It will be up to Gabrielle and the Dark One. It is a difficult path to go from the dark to the light but a very easy one for light to fall into dark. The Dark One may drag your daughter down.”
“Please take this away. I only want a simple and happy life for my children.”
“The Dark One is her soul mate though their lives will be difficult. If their love prevails it will be the envy of the gods themselves. It will be a bond that will span beyond eternity.”
Gabrielle wasn't sure if she was going to be sick or faint. For a bard who dealt in myths and legends all the time, this was a little too close to home for the young woman. She was trying to process the information she had just received.
Dark Soul? The world? Soul mates throughout eternity?
“You’re telling me that a child of mine will change the future of the world by changing just another person?”
“No, she will touch many souls along her way, not just the Dark One. In reaching the Dark One and showing this soul love, together they will defeat the plans of some of the gods that wish to conquer the world of man to rule over them. Together they will be like the Sun and Moon, each reflecting the best of each other and sharing the same light.”
“Will my child be happy?”
“If they find their way to love, your daughter will gladly go through all the hardship it will mean to be with the Dark One. She will love this soul beyond any love before, not even death will stop this bonding.”
Gabrielle felt a tear escaping her eye. She had known in her heart and soul that she and Xena were meant to be but this was an overwhelming validation of that love.
Xena wiped a similar tear from her face as well.
“You send a harsh fate to my child,” Hecuba complained.
“Yes, I know. My blessing will be one of the Light. She will be curious, intelligent and a dreamer. Encourage this in her, don’t let her dreams die. Do not let your husband break her spirit. The talent of the God of Poetry will be hers.”
Apollo reached over and touched Hecuba’s face, instantly healing the black eye that was beginning to show.
“He’s a good man, just a troubled spirit. Be tolerant, he’ll provide well for the family, just don’t let his temper rule your children.”
“He was raised hard,” Hecuba complained.
“The visit he’s receiving from Aphrodite right now will mellow him out a bit. We can’t change him totally,” Apollo warned. “He’ll still fall short of a perfect husband but he will be good for you and the girls.”
“Girls, I’ll have more than one girl?” Hecuba gleamed.
“Uh oh, not supposed to reveal anything about the other one and you can’t reveal anything about me until Gabrielle's either succeeded or failed with the Dark One.” Apollo grinned. Then his smile changed and he leaned over towards Hecuba who leaned back, a slight fearful look on her face. “Relax, I don’t seduce every maiden I see, no matter what the stories say,” Apollo grinned and placed his hand over Hecuba’s womb area.
Gabrielle, Xena and Hecuba gasped as light from his hand enveloped the young woman. When the light faded Apollo was gone and Hecuba was smiling. She reached down to touch her womb area.
“Gabrielle, you will my dreamer,” Hecuba promised.
The darkness slowly filled the sight of the bard and warrior.
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Dark are the Shadows - BTVS/Dark Shadows - 05/26/2020

Dark Are the Shadows
Ms. Hunter Ash

a BTVS/Dark Shadows crossover
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Rating: PG13
pairings: Buffy/Quentin, Barnabas/Roxanne, Julia/Thomas, Xander/Anya, Willow/Tara, Giles/Angelique, Maggie/Joe

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Willow glanced over at Buffy as the Slayer leaned into the arm Quentin had around her. Tara reached out and squeezed Willow's hand. Everyone was subdued and appeared stunned as they waited for word.

It had been two hours since they had arrived and they could tell Buffy was bordering on panic.

Giles stood up when a doctor in surgical scrubs entered.

“Summers family?”

“I'm her husband, this is her daughter,” Giles said as Buffy joined him.

“My mom, how is she?”

“We've got her past this crisis,” the doctor said. “Because of the tumor a vein weakened and began bleeding. We were able to relieve the pressure and she's responding to stimuli and whispered the names Dawn and Buffy when asked the names of her children.”

Giles sighed with relief and wrapped his arm around Buffy's shoulders. “Go on, please.”

“The tumor has been shrinking,” the doctor said. “I'll leave it to her specialist but it might be necessary to remove the tumor surgically. Right now, she's stable and there's no sign of any other bleeders. She's in recovery, give it twenty minutes and she'll be in the ICU where we can keep a close eye on her.”

“Thank you, very much, doctor,” Giles said and shook the man's hand.

Quentin got up and wrapped his arms around Buffy, holding her close.

Giles turned and saw everyone almost collapsed in relief.

“You and Giles go up and see your mom,” Quentin urged. “We'll be here.”

“Okay, thanks for being here, everyone,” Buffy said.

“Wouldn't be anywhere else, Buff,” Xander said.

Buffy and Giles went to the second flood and waited until an ICU nurse motioned for them to come closer and she pulled back a curtain to a bay on the open floor.

“She may not really respond but she'll know you're there,” the nurse said softly. “Her head is going to be bandaged and she's going to appear very pale and there's a number of machines keeping an eye on her vitals. Ten minutes only, please.”

“All right, thank you,” Buffy said and bit her lip when they saw Joyce. She agreed that her mother did look pale and... small. She squeezed one of Joyce's hands. “Mom? It's Buffy, we're here.”

Joyce swallowed and tried to open her eyes, blinking several times. She saw Buffy and smiled. “Hi, baby,” she whispered. “What happened?”

“You passed out and gave us a bit of a scare,” Giles said.

Joyce felt the bandages on her head and looked at Buffy.

“You had a vein start bleeding and they had to stop it,” Buffy explained. “It's okay now.”

“Oh,” Joyce responded. “I had a headache.”

Giles nodded. “They stopped it.”

“Sleepy,” Joyce whispered.

“Get some rest, Mom,” Buffy urged. “I'll be in the waiting room, okay?”

“All right,” Joyce said. “Tell your sister not to worry, I'm too stubborn to leave you.”

“You bet, Mom,” Buffy said and hugged her mom gently and let Giles gently touch her shoulder, urging her out of the area.

“I'm going to get everyone back to the mansion and send Quentin up, all right?” Giles suggested. “I'm going to help keep everyone stable and I will be only minutes away with one phone call. Does that work or do you want me here?”

“Take care of everybody,” Buffy said after a moment. “I know you love mom kinda but everyone needs one of us there.”

Giles nodded. “She'll be all right. We'll get her through this.”

“If she needs surgery, we'll need to get Dawn home,” Buffy said almost absently.

“We'll discuss that in the morning,” Giles said and handed her a $20 bill. “Try and eat something in a bit.”

“Giles... thanks,” Buffy said and hugged him tightly.



# # # #



COLLINSPORT, MAINE


“Oh rats, I forgot that other champagne bottle,” Carolyn complained.

“I'll grab it,” Barnabas offered and pulled the bottle of alcohol out of the refrigerator and started to open the bottle and almost growled. “Damnit.”

“Here,” someone said.

Barnabas turned and found Thomas standing behind him, leaning on a crutch.

“My hands work better than yours right now,” the young werewolf said and took the bottle and worked at the cork. “Are your hands going to get better?”

“They're improving each night,” Barnabas said. “Not as quickly as usual.”

“You haven't been feeding well enough,” Thomas commented. “Julia and I have noticed.”

“So have others,” Barnabas said. “We fed before sleep this morning but... I should again tonight.”

“Julia's been worried,” Thomas said and flinched when the cork popped.

“And you?” Barnabas asked.

“Yeah, me too,” Thomas admitted. “I'm... sorry. I can be a jerk at times.”

“We all were in this,” Barnabas said. “Neither Julia nor I reacted as well as we should have. I'm glad she has someone, Thomas. I am sorry for hurting her and you.”

“Maybe the four of us could talk before you go back to California?” Thomas suggested.

“I'll leave that up to Julia,” Barnabas said. “I'm agreeable.”

“I'll ask,” Thomas said. “I'd best get this out there.”

Barnabas nodded and watched his young friend leave the kitchen and sighed and turned to look out into the dark night. “How complicated lives can become when you throw love into the mix,” he muttered.

“That, my love, is an understatement.”

Barnabas turned from the window and found Julia watching him. “We like to think we're intelligent and rational beings. I sometimes believe that's rarely the case, especially when it comes to relationships.”

“I saw Tom heading this way and thought I'd play referee if need be,” Julia explained as she drew closer to her husband.

“We actually talked and apologized to each other,” Barnabas said. “he says you're worried about me.”

“Yes, I am,” Julia agreed. “Your hands aren't healing as quickly as they should and you're still too pale and sickly. Just how bad off were you, Barnabas?”

“I was shot with a crossbow and they didn't remove the arrow when I was bricked up in a wall,” Barnabas explained. “I had a cross around my neck as well.”

The vampire hesitated. “I was unconscious when they found me and had been from the night before.”

“How did they find you?”

“Willow picked the lock on the chain holding her and Roxanne was leading the others down the street, trying to... zero in on me,” Barnabas said. “She had my cane. When they found Willow they knew where to find me and broke the wall down.”

“Quentin said you had dropped your cane,” Julia said and touched his cheek. “Will your hands heal?”

“I believe so,” Barnabas said. “I haven't been feeding well enough since we arrived. I will again before I sleep in the morning.”

“Barnabas...”

“Are you happy with Thomas?”

“It's early in the relationship,” Julia said after a moment. “But, yes, I am.”

“Good, you deserve someone that isn't as... whatever the hell I am,” Barnabas said.

“And Roxanne loves you beyond all life and did from the beginning.... both of them,” Julia commented.

Barnabas nodded. “Between the two of you I've had more love than I ever dreamed possible with this curse and its stranglehold on me.”

“Barnabas, perhaps it's time that you... I don't know, accept what you are,” Julia said. “I'm not saying give up on finding a way out of it but stop twisting yourself up over it.”

“You know what I've done to others,” Barnabas protested.

“And I know you've paid for it for years,” Julia said firmly. “You've risked yourself so many times to save others and even the world. You couldn't have done that if you weren't a vampire or if you hadn't been a vampire. We don't have to kill to survive as long as you can maintain control. Your lover is already a vampire, you don't have to fear turning her into what you are, Barnabas. You can love someone fully as you did with me. Well, as best you could with anyone.”

Barnabas frowned and then smiled slightly and raised Julia's hand to his lips. “You always were looking out for me. Perhaps you're right.”

“I am this time,” Julia said firmly. “Now, go and find Roxanne and find a way to settle with yourself, Barnabas. We have family on two coasts and they're going to need our help eventually.”

“I love you, Julia.”

“I love you, Barnabas,” Julia said. “I always will. Come on, our lovers and family are waiting.”


# # # #



SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA

Willow turned over in the bed and let Tara pull her close as Willow began to cry.

“We could have lost her,” she whispered.

“Yes,” Tara agreed. “We didn't, though.”

“I know, it was just so... I felt so helpless!” Willow said. “I mean it wasn't a vampire, a demon or a spell or... or... anything we could fight.”

“I know,” Tara said softly.

“We can't lose her,” Willow whispered. “It'd destroy Buffy.”

Tara hugged Willow tightly.



# # # #




COLLINSPORT, MAINE

Roxanne walked out onto the terrace at Collinwood and saw Barnabas looking up at the night sky.

“Barnabas? What's going on?”

“Hello, darling, just thinking,” he responded and held out his hand and smiled when she moved next to him and slipped her hand into his. “Angelique says one possible reason Julia didn't fight tooth and nail for me is that she needs some freedom to spread her bat wings. It's interesting.”

“Why?”

“Because I hate being a vampire,” Barnabas said. “That I may have been holding Julia back in some way.”

“Were you?”

“I don't know,” Barnabas said. “Most likely. I think she gave up on her dream of a medical breakthrough in curing me and conquering life to death to life. After that it is possible that she wanted to become a vampire and, when I was dying, she hoped I would make her one. She had loved me for years.”

“And now?”

“She still loves me but we both know things have changed,” Barnabas said. “She knows I never stopped loving you. Julia is also encouraging me to just accept what I am. She thinks I've paid enough for my past.”

“I would agree with that,” Roxanne said softly.

“You don't know how many I've killed, mostly because I couldn't control the hunger,” Barnabas said. “Some I intentionally murdered out of revenge such as Lamar Trask's father.”

“What do you think happened to me when I rose as a vampire?” Roxanne asked. “Several died at my fangs, my love. What else, there's more.”

“She suggests that one my greatest fears has been settled for me,” Barnabas said. “I don't have the guilt of wanting to make you vampire and putting myself through the angst of trying to ensure you don't go through what I did. It's already happened.”

“So, we both embrace what we are while clinging to our humanity? I would agree with that,” Roxanne said. “What does it mean, though?”

“By exploring the extent of our powers, for one,” Barnabas said. “When I first rose... I discovered quickly the dematerializing and reforming at will and changing into a bat and back. I also had powers to terrorize others, such as Trask. He heard ghostly voices telling him to go to the Old House to find the truth of things. He saw visions of a death's head and blood. I was waiting for him. He was in such a mental state that he never thought to pull his cross out and confront me with it.”

Barnabas sighed. “I also raised Josette from the grave. That wasn't something either of us could live with. It was to her shattered body after the fall from Widow's Hill.”

“You raised the dead?”

“Yes,” Barnabas whispered. “Perhaps the curse includes some of Angelique's magic, I don't know. Shortly after that a cross was placed in my coffin above me and my coffin was chained closed and hidden away. I've not tried some of those since being freed. I don't even know if you and I can communicate mentally. We know I can summon you but we've not tried talking back and forth.”

“We most likely can, especially since I'm psychic,” Roxanne said. “Why do I feel there's more?”

“I've held back.... biting those I love except when the thirst was too much,” Barnabas said with a frown. “I know it can be quite common between vampire couples and it did happen between Julia and myself occasionally but not often.”

“Because you hate being a vampire to your core?”

“Yes,” Barnabas agreed.

“And now?”

“I do think I need to settle with myself,” Barnabas said. “If... you're willing, that might include...”

“Being a vampire in the bedroom as well?” Roxanne asked with a smile. “I'm more than willing, my love.”

“You are amazing,” Barnabas whispered.

“I will show you how much I am willing later,” Roxanne promised. “Now, come join your family again.”



# # # #


SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA

“Hey,” Buffy said softly as she walked back into the waiting room to find Quentin staring at a late night tv show.

“Hey,” he said and stood up. “How’s your mother doing?”

“She woke up for a little bit but went back to sleep after a couple of minutes,” Buffy said and smiled at the sight of Giles sleeping in a chair with his legs kicked out in front of him. “Everyone else is asleep at the mansion?”

“Yes, he said he couldn’t stay away,” Quentin said. “Angelique will pick him up before sunrise, he said.”

“He’s…special,” Buffy said softly. “You wouldn’t believe that he tried to never show any emotions around us for years, would you?”

“No, he obviously loves you all very much,” Quentin agreed. “Something was bothering you before your mom collapsed, what was it?”

Buffy tugged on his hand and pulled him out into the hallway. “Let’s walk, stretch those long legs of yours. When we were fighting those demons that were trying to recapture Spike one of them was trying to choke Giles with his own crossbow.”

“Yes, and he shot that robot inadvertently,” Quentin noted.

“Yeah,” Buffy said with a nod. “He was a bit stressed and angry. When he sat up…I saw fangs.”

“Fangs…he’s becoming a vampire?”

“He doesn’t think so but he also realizes he’s not really human at this point,” Buffy said. “Being this connected to Angelique seems to mean he’s almost a vampire. Kinda really weird and scary. At least if he does, he’ll have his soul.”

“This entire thing has been complicated,” Quentin said as they walked quietly in the halls of the hospital.

“Even for Sunnydale,” Buffy agreed. “It’s not real late in Maine right now and I know Barnabas stays up late. I’m going to call Dawn and tell her what’s going on. I was wrong to try and keep her origins secret from her.”

“All right, I’m going to keep an eye on Giles so he doesn’t fall out of that chair,” Quentin offered.

“Thanks,” Buffy said. “I mean it, thank you for everything especially for…not running for the hills.”

“My pleasure,” Quentin said and slipped back into the waiting room.

Buffy pulled out her phone and stepped into the stairwell.



# # # #



COLLINWOOD, COLLINSPORT, MAINE

Dawn was giggling at a story about David that Carolyn was telling everyone about an incident with a bicycle that was too big for him in the old abandoned pool when the phone rang.

She glanced at the screen and pressed the button. “Hey, Buff, what's up?”

Dawn got up and went out into the foyer.

“Hey,” Buffy said. “I, uh, don't panic but Mom's in the hospital again.”

“What?!”

Dawn was vaguely aware of Carolyn stepping out into the foyer with her.

“She passed out on us and they found a vein in her skull was bleeding,” Buffy explained. “They stopped it and she's resting okay.”

“She's gonna be okay? You wouldn't lie, right?” Dawn demanded.

“I won't lie to you,” Buffy said firmly. “The tumor is getting smaller and they're hoping they don't have to operate. We'll know more once her doctor talks with the surgeon from tonight and they'll probably do another MRI or something.”

“We can fly home tomorrow,” Dawn suggested.

“No, you can stay there, I promise I will keep you updated,” Buffy said. “I'll put you on speaker phone when I talk with the doctors.”

“What does Giles say?”

“That she should be okay and we'll be in touch with you several times a day,” Buffy promised.

“Has she been awake?” Dawn asked and bit her lip.

“Yeah, she said to tell you not to worry,” Buffy replied.

“No, she didn't,” Dawn said with a frown.

“I swear,” Buffy said. “She said she's too stubborn to leave us.”

“Oh, that sounds like her,” Dawn said. “You'll call a lot?”

“Absolutely,” Buffy said.

“Okay,” Dawn said.

“How is it going there?” Buffy asked.

“It's great,” Dawn said. “They're showing me the sights and I get to hear stories about the family and about Barnabas and Julia from like the 60s and 70s. Thomas, Julia and Barnabas are better around each other. This place is great and they'd like everyone to come over here during the Christmas break.”

“Really? That might be fun,” Buffy said. “I bet they have snow for Christmas.”

“Oh yeah and the ocean here is wild,” Dawn said.

“Do you think Barnabas wants to get back to Roxanne soon?”

“She's here,” Dawn informed her sister. “She said Blair was trying to summon her so she split and came here.”

“Oh, that's where she went,” Buffy said. “Listen, I'm going to curl up in a chair here. I'll call you tomorrow during the day.”

“Okay,” Dawn said. “Tell Mom...I miss you guys and to get better.”

“I will, I promise,” Buffy said. “Bye, runt.”

“Bye,” Dawn said and closed her phone. She looked at Carolyn as tears filled her eyes. “My Mom is in the hospital.”

Carolyn wrapped her arms around the young teenager.



# # # #



SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA

Glory sighed and splashed water from her bubble bath at her minions. “Tell me everything you've seen while watching that... bitch Slayer and I'll figure out who the key is for you.”




# # #




Giles hugged Buffy and they both glanced over at a sleeping Quentin.

“No one is getting enough rest around here,” Giles said softly. “I'll be back after a few hours of sleep. Call if there's any changes or the doctors recommend anything.”

“I will,” Buffy promised. “You and Dawn. Giles... something has to break soon. We've got to eliminate at least one or more of the threats!”

“I say we keep Barnabas, Roxanne and Dawn in Maine,” Giles suggested. “If she's not here then she can't be used to open a gate unless Glory figures out where she is.”

“Go and get some sleep,” Buffy urged as Angelique waited near the door. “Giles...Dawn sent me a text, she wants to know if she can, uh, call you Dad.”

Giles blinked in surprise and nodded. “I, I'd be honored.”

Buffy hugged him tightly. “Go,” she said softly when she pulled back.

Giles smiled at Angelique as they stepped into the hallway of the hospital.

“Let's get some rest,” Giles said.

“You seemed emotional,” Angelique commented as they stepped into an elevator.

“Dawn wants to call me Dad,” Giles said. “It's...it's nice.”

“That's very good,” Angelique agreed. “They love you very much.”

“Goes both ways,” Giles said as they stepped out of the elevator. “Something happened when we were fighting demons when we got Spike back that we should talk about... or just have it tossed out there.”

The Watcher glanced around cautiously as they exited the hospital.

“What is it, Rupert?” Angelique asked. “I parked in the 2nd row.”

“When we were fighting the demons one had me down and was trying to choke me with the crossbow I had between us. It was a bit, well, not only a bit frightening but irritating. He was knocked off of me and handled. When I sat up, I, uh, had fangs. After the crisis had passed they receded.”

Angelique unlocked the car doors and hesitated. “We know you're connected to me. I've never been connected with anyone like this so I don't know if that is something to worry about or not.”

“I'm not craving blood or worse,” Giles said. “The sensitivity to sunlight and my cross isn't worse.”

“It is confusing,” Angelique said. “We've an hour or so before sunrise. Hold me?”

“Be my pleasure,” Giles said and leaned over and kissed her gently.



# # # #

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

XWP - Awakenings 02/02 Discovery 05/13/2020

Awakenings 02 - Discovery
02/02
Ms. Hunter Ash

rating: PG13

Pairings: Xena & Gabrielle

# # #

Gabrielle entered the village slowly, leaning over the poor mare. Both looked and felt exhausted. She had taken the road leading to Poteidaia and then backtracked, as she had learned from Xena, hoping to throw Mens off from her trail. So far, she hadn't heard him following behind her for a couple of hours. The bard wasn't going to count on that though, Perdicus' brother was a soldier and hunter. She was sure he could pick up her trail, if not in the dark then at first light.
She had kept riding, having to slow down for the poor horse. The bard spotted the welcome lights of an inn and hitched her horse to a post outside.
Gabrielle entered the tavern carefully, just as Xena had taught her, she thought. She felt a familiar longing in her heart and soul, a longing and fear. She really wished Xena was with her. Even when under attack she was rarely afraid with Xena around, now she was being chased by someone who said they wanted her dead and she was unarmed and without her mate.
Seeing only local farmers and such the bard moved slowly to the bar and smiled a tired smile at the barkeep, a middle aged man getting around on a pair of crutches.
"Can I help you?" he asked. "I have excellent rooms and my cook is wonderful."
"No, thank you. I need to trade my horse, she's done in and I'm in a hurry. It's very important."
"I'm sorry, young lady, but I don't think so," he frowned.
"The stablemaster?"
"I own the stable too," he seemed to be looking Gabrielle over and frowned again. "You need a bed, food and rest, not another horse," he commented.
"You're right but I don't have the time nor the option, thank you. Listen, do you trust the word of Xena?"
"Yes, totally."
Gabrielle was pleased and surprised, Xena's name could bring a lot of reactions out of people and they weren't usually positive. She was pleased that she had taken the chance with this man. She was also determined to change those other opinions of Xena someday.
"I'm a friend and she should be a couple of days behind me. I swear before all the gods that she'll make up any difference in the value of any horse you want to trade me. Please."
The barkeep frowned and then nodded. He began moving down to the other end of the bar and around it. He stopped for a moment to talk with a very large woman serving drinks. Then he joined Gabrielle at the door.
"What demon is after you, girl?" he asked as he looked over her horse and began pulling the saddle and bags off.
"I need to get somewhere quickly."
"Listen, I'm not a fool. You've a cut on your cheek that hasn't been attended to. You've been riding hard for quite awhile, your clothes, hair and horse show it. You're on the run from something or someone."
Gabrielle fought back the tears that threatened to spill out of her eyes. "Someone wants to hurt me and I'm going somewhere safe."
"Until Xena can find you? Or is it Xena that you've pissed off?" he asked with a grin.
"What? No, nothing like that. She's my friend."
"I'm Timicus," he said, extending his hand.
Gabrielle let her instincts take over and smiled at the man, returning his handshake. "I'm Gabrielle," she responded.
"The bard that travels with Xena."
"Yes," Gabrielle was surprised when the large woman came around the building leading a large horse. Timicus smiled at the young woman's surprise.
"Xena's a friend of mine, too. You need to travel fast and this guy will do it."
Gabrielle swallowed. "Okay."
"You should stay, you'll be safe here. My word as Xena's friend that I'll protect you," he said seriously.
"Thank you, Timicus. I don't know if Mens is alone or not, I know he's a bandit and there might be others with him. Where I'm going it would take an army to reach me. I just have to get there in time."
"All right, I'll watch for Xena and you can trade horses when you come back this way. You'll also find a pack of food on the big guy."
"Timicus, I can't...."

The bar owner held up his hand, cutting off her protests. "Don't worry about it. You're always welcome here. Orithya, help her onto the horse."
Gabrielle blushed but accepted the larger woman's help up into the saddle. Timicus reached up to shake her hand again.
"He's a good horse and not stubborn. Just ride straight there and he'll fly."
"Thank you both."
Gabrielle let the horse have his lead and he began to fly and the young bard felt a ray of hope as she hung on for dear life.


# # #
“Where does Harpalion live?” Xena asked in the tavern later that night. She was dusty from the road and her voice was stern and short.
“I’m Harpalion, you must be Xena,” a voice said next to her. The warrior turned and found a middle-aged man standing at the bar. She could see the family resemblance between him and his sister.
“Yes, is Gabrielle with you?”
“No, please come to my house, I think I might have something for you.”
Once inside his simple but well kept house he sent his wife to bed and came back from their bedroom with Gabrielle’s broken staff in his hands. Xena’s heart sank as she took the pieces in her hands.
“What? How?”
“My wife and I were away to her family for a wedding. When we returned I found this note,” he handed the warrior a parchment.
“Dearest Uncle Harpalion, sorry to come in while you were gone. Mother told me about the parchment you had for me if something ever happened to my father or mother. I don’t know if you heard about my father’s accident but he has died and I came to retrieve the parchment. I will come back and get it after the funeral, I am going home now. Love, Gabrielle.”
“I found the staff just outside the doorway, that’s what is puzzling me. The staff and this,” he handed the warrior a necklace of beads, bones and feathers. He frowned. “That’s Amazon, isn’t it?”
“Yes, it is. She never made it to Poteidaia. Something’s wrong and she’s telling me she heading for safety with the Amazons.”
“Find her please, warrior.”
“My word on it, Harpalion,” Xena pledged as she slipped the necklace over her neck.
“Here, take this with you, I know she’d trust you with it,” he said, handing her a small pouch. “Inside are that parchment and a bottle of something that her mother left with me.”
“Thank you,” Xena frowned at the pain when she mounted Argo again. She looked down and saw the bandage on her thigh was bloody. She cursed under her breath and urged the horse down the road.
Xena was more than a little worried. It had to be something very serious for the Bard to be fleeing to the Amazon nation and to miss her father’s funeral. Especially serious for the bard to put off finding out the answers to a mystery. Xena smiled to herself, Gabrielle seemed to be born with an innate curiosity that could drive Xena crazy upon occasion. Keeping secrets from Gabrielle was almost impossible, especially when she got her teeth into a mystery.
# # #
Gabrielle allowed the horse to slow down a bit as she approached Amazon territory, beginning to think that she might make it to safety. She stopped the horse to take a drink from a waterskin when a crossbow bolt shot past her head. With lightning speed she found herself holding another bolt in her hand, having caught it on instinct. She looked down the road and saw Menestratus reloading his crossbow. With a snarl she urged her stallion back into a run and headed across the meadow, heading for Amazon territory, clinging to the horse.
As her horse broke through a line of trees Gabrielle heard a challenging bird cry but didn't stop her horse until she was across a clearing and in another tree line. She fell off the horse and dashed behind a tree, raising her hands and clasping her wrists together in a sign that she was unarmed.
She heard Menestratus break into the clearing on his horse, looking for her.
"Stop there or die!" a harsh voice shouted out from the trees.
Gabrielle peeked around the tree and saw the man stop his horse, looking puzzled. With a snarl he began to move the horse forward again only to pull up suddenly when several arrows penetrated the ground in front of the horse.
"You are entering Amazon territory and you are not welcome. Leave or die," the voice ordered.
"Send the girl out! She's not one of you!" he demanded.
Gabrielle sensed movement and turned to see several Amazons drop from the surrounding trees, weapons at ready. They went to their knees immediately upon seeing her face.
The lead border guard spoke, "My Queen, do we kill him?"
"No," Gabrielle glanced back at Menestratus. "Tell him you have granted the bard sanctuary and to leave," she instructed.
The lead border guard shouted that at Menestratus who glared about him, obviously debating whether to risk it.
"Let me kill him, my Queen," one of the Amazons demanded.
"No, put an arrow over his head. Part his hair," Gabrielle smiled grimly.
The Amazon grinned and took careful aim. The Amazon Queen had no doubt in the archer's ability, even shooting at a target on a horse shifting on its legs. Menestratus cursed and turned his horse at a run when the arrow clipped his ear.
The border guard leader turned to her Queen, noting the exhaustion and the cut cheek. "My Queen, I'll send a runner ahead to announce your return. Menthia will ride behind you and escort you to the village. I'm going to double the guards on the border."
Gabrielle nodded as one of the guards bounded onto the horse and then helped the bard into the saddle. By the time they reached the village Gabrielle felt her head dropping forward and the Amazon behind her discreetly put her arms around the small bard, holding onto the reins and keeping her Queen from falling out of the saddle.
Gabrielle was barely aware of reaching the village, hearing anxious and demanding voices. Not really listening as the runner and her escort told the Regent Ephiny what they knew of Gabrielle's presence there. She was aware of being helped down off the horse and into someone's arms.
"Xena?" she whispered.
"No, my Queen. I wish she were here to explain this, though."
Gabrielle smiled at Ephiny's voice. "She's safe," she whispered and closed her eyes again.
# # #
In the next village Xena finally got some partial answers from an old friend.
“Xena?” the older man hobbled out from behind the tavern bar on crutches to shake the warrior’s arm. “I don’t believe it! How are you? What brings you here?”
“How are you Timicus?” she asked, letting herself be led to the bar.
“Better than you, I think,” he commented, looking her up and down. Xena merely shrugged. “Orithya, bring my guest food and port!” he called to the barmaid.
“I don’t have time, Tim.”
“Yes, you do. When was the last time you ate?” he demanded, pulling a chair up to a table for her. “And when was the last time someone changed that bandage? “Orithya, the healing supplies too! And clean water!” he shouted.
“I really don’t have time, I need information if you have it.”
“Then you’ll have it while I change that bandage and you eat,” the barmaid completed the delivery of all the items her boss wanted with several trips and then helped Timicus in changing the bandages. He whistled when he saw the wound. With a shake of the head he poured healing herbs on it and followed that with salve. Xena hissed as he rebandaged the leg while Orithya bandaged the arm.
“That wound is not looking good, warlord.”
“I’m not your warlord anymore, Tim. I’m not anyone’s warlord,” Xena said between bites.
“I know, thank the gods,” Tim grinned. “I couldn’t afford to lose another leg.”
“Tim, I’m sorry about that.....”
He held up a hand and laughed. “Enough! We’ve been through this. Losing that leg was the best thing to ever happen. Got me out of your army and soldiering and into this bar. I’m married, got four kids, money set aside, good employees and I’m happy. How about you? I hear you’ve changed.”
“Yes. Tim, I don’t have time, I promise I’ll be back and we’ll catch up.”
“All right, finish eating and tell me between mouthfuls what brings you here,” he sat back in his chair after whispering to his barmaid.
“Have you seen a bard traveling through, probably in a hurry. She’s small, reddish blond hair, small but wiry build.”
“Yes, named Gabrielle.”
“Yes! You’ve seen her?”
“Yes, two days ago. She came in here and offered to trade her horse for a fresh one. I wasn’t going to trade but she asked if I trusted your word. I told I trusted you with my life and she said you’d pay any difference between the animals and that you’d probably be following. I asked her what devil was after her. I mean, Xena, she was scared. Her hair was messed up and she was dusty from the road and she drank two goblets of water real quick like. She told me to tell you that someone is after her and she’s heading for the Amazons. I made her grab some food and she was off immediately.”
Xena was nearly frantic but Timicus held up his hand to stop her. “Finish your food. It won’t do her any good if you fall out of your saddle.”
The barmaid came back with a pair of saddle bags and handed them to Xena. “Filled with travel food, my friend,” Tim answered her questioning eyebrows.
"You were always a good man, Tim," Xena stood and winced at the pain and wiped her forehead with the back of her hand. Tim looked concerned and reached forward slowly to feel her forehead as well.
"You're burning up, my friend," he scolded.
"I've got to go, Tim."
"You need rest, you're friend is either safe or dead by now."
"She's not dead, I'd know that. I've got to get to her as soon as I can," Xena threw the saddlebags over her shoulder.
"Is it true then, warrior?" Tim smiled and Xena hesitated at the door.
"Is what true, friend?"
"That the mighty Conqueror was conquered?" he grinned and then laughed when Xena began blushing. "Go and come back this way, I want time to meet her."
With a sheepish grin the warrior was back on the road.
The closer Xena got to Amazon territory the better she felt about Gabrielle. She hadn’t found the bard yet and hopefully that meant she had out rode whoever was after her and Xena was confident in the ability of the Amazon’s to protect their Queen.
With her arm wounded the warrior wasn’t as fast as normal and it cost her. Xena found herself coughing in the dust of the road, wincing in pain from the arrow sticking through her shoulder and from landing hard. With a growl she rolled off the road and drew her sword as she regained her feet. She was limping heavily and the pain was clouding her eyes. The warrior barely even caught a glimpse of the butt end of a crossbow before it hit her.
# # #
Gabrielle moaned as she opened her eyes, her body felt like it had been under the horse and not on top of it for the last two days. She rose up on her elbows, looking around and taking in the familiar sight of the Queen's hut. She sighed with relief, barely remembering making it to the Amazon territory.
Ephiny rose from the chair she had been sitting in and sat on the bed next to her Queen.
"I hope you don't mind me watching over you," the Regent smiled.
"Not at all, my friend." Gabrielle looked around again. "How long was I asleep?"
"Twelve hours," she grinned at the bard's shocked expression. "I figured from your condition and how tired that horse was that you've been riding hard for at least a day and night."
"That's my second horse," Gabrielle confessed with a smile. She groaned again as she tried to move. "This reminds me why I prefer walking,” she complained.
Ephiny grinned and stood up, helping the bard to her feet. "Get dressed and we'll feed you. You can also tell me what's going on."
Gabrielle did explain from the point of leaving Xena behind in a village and getting attacked at her Uncle's home by her ex-brother in law. Ephiny looked as puzzled as Gabrielle felt.
They sat down in the eating hall with food. Gabrielle welcomed the sight of food, having eaten little for several days. She hadn't been eating well when Xena was gone and she had been on the move and then on the run for days after that. Ephiny frowned at the sight of her Queen, too tired and too thin, she decided.
"I don't get it," Ephiny complained. "Why would he want you dead?"
"I haven't a clue!" Gabrielle complained right back. "And I don't know what to do with him!"
"What can we do? If he's determined to kill you then he has to be killed," Ephiny said simply.
"No, you know how I feel about killing."
"Gabrielle, my Queen," Ephiny placed a hand over the bard's. "I know how you feel but it's sometimes not an option. Either we kill him or Xena does."
"Xena, any word from her?"
"Not yet. You said she'd be three days behind you, it'll take her some time to get here."
"Maybe I can talk to him and find out what is going on," Gabrielle suggested.
"No! I approached his camp last night while you were asleep and asked that very question," Ephiny said slowly.
"And?" Gabrielle demanded, her jaw taking that stubborn set. She felt really frustrated and irritable. Much like her warrior, the bard hated not being in control like this.
"He refused to say why he wanted you, only that we should send you out and soon. I told him that you were under our protection and he wasn't happy about it."
"What in Tartarus could he want?!" Gabrielle snapped.
"I don't know. I've got scouts watching him. He's staying just outside of our territory, waiting for you."
"I need a bath," Gabrielle muttered.
"And something to hit too, I think." Ephiny grinned and ducked Gabrielle's playful swipe at her head.
"Gods, I wish Xena were here," the bard muttered.
Ephiny watched as her young Queen crossed the common grounds towards the Queen's Hut. "So do I, Gabrielle. I've got a feeling you two are even closer than ever and that you really need her right now."
Gabrielle, feeling the same, let her tears fall into the bath water. Crying for her father, her family, her lover, and herself.
She also cursed Menestratus, whatever his reasoning, he was keeping her away from her family, her father's funeral, and her mate.
 # # #
“This is not my week,” the warrior muttered to herself as consciousness began screaming at her. Once again, her trained mind took over and assessed herself and her surroundings. She muttered another curse. The warrior was blindfolded and that always presented extra problems when you didn’t know where you were and you weren’t ever sure when you were being watched.
Xena took several deep breaths and extended her senses. She felt manacles on her wrists attached to chains; arms outspread, holding her body weight up. She stood up to relieve the stress on her arms and wrists, especially the wounded shoulder which was feeling like a hot poker was being prodded into the wound right then. Bird and other animal noises reached her as well as the scent of forest. She hadn’t been taken far then, she thought. No sunlight but it was still warm, not night-time yet, that meant she hadn’t been unconscious long.
Personal assessment: head hurt like Tartarus, thanks. The leg was throbbing and felt swollen and that was not good. The wrists hurt, of course, but the major pain was the shoulder wound. Xena moved slightly and it felt like the arrow had been removed but the shoulder wasn’t bandaged.
All in total, the former Warlord summed up: not good. Manacles would be extremely difficult to get out of, especially blindfolded. Not bandaging the warriors wounds probably meant her attacker didn’t mean to keep her around. Kidnappers usually wanted their captives healthy until they got their money. She didn’t think this one wanted ransom.
“I know you’re there,” Xena said simply. “What do you want?”
Further movement told the warrior that her armor had been removed and so had the dagger between her breasts. Damn!
“Your death,” a male voice answered, in a simple conversational tone.
“Terrific, stand in line.”
The male laughed and Xena felt him approach from in front of her. Then Xena's head was rocked back and she could taste blood in her mouth and felt it flowing from her nose from the punch she had just received. 'I hate being blindfolded,' she thought to herself again.
“I think I moved to the front when I caught you. Although your wounds probably helped slow you down.” Xena did scream this time when she felt fingers jammed into her leg wound and quickly bit her lip.
"That's better," the voice approved of the sound.
“Who are you and what do you want?” Xena demanded. It was hard standing on one leg for any length of time but it hurt too much to put weight on the other leg. She didn’t want to drop and let her wrists and arms take the weight of her body either, that would set the shoulder bleeding, not to mention the pain. This was not a good situation, she decided again.
“I told you what I want, your death.”
“What for? Who are you?”
“I am Menestratus, brother of Perdicus.”
“Why in all the hells of Tartarus would you be stalking Gabrielle, your sister-in-law?” the warrior demanded and was surprised when her head rocked back and forth from the force of the blow from Menestratus’ fist connecting with her jaw. The warrior knew if she could see it would be only stars for the moment. She shook her head and moved her jaw around, testing its movement. She spit blood at where she had last heard his voice.
“She is no sister of mine!” he hissed, this time in her ear. She hadn’t heard him move while she was still reeling from the blow. He was now behind her. Xena felt the familiar sensation of a blade at her throat. She hadn’t been on the receiving end of that kind of threat often but she knew how a blade felt.
“Because of both of you my brother is dead."
"Gabrielle loved Perdicus."
"And now she loves you. The only good thing in my life is dead. She talked him into giving up his sword and your creation, Callisto, killed him. Gabrielle took something away from me and now I'm going to take something away from her," While ranting Menestratus left a small and shallow wound along the warrior's throat, just enough to sting and draw blood.
"This isn't going to bring Perdicus back and it won't help you. Listen to yourself, you've become just like Callisto, the one who murdered your brother in cold blood," Xena said calmly.
The warrior gritted her teeth as she took several punches to the small of her back. The blows managed to knock her leg out from under her and the full weight of her body was snapped up by her wrists, arms and shoulders. As lightning hot pain shot through her body from her shoulder the darkness claimed the warrior again.
# # #
Gabrielle was wrapping leather around a new staff when Ephiny ran from between some huts and skidded to a stop in front of her.
"Gabrielle! My Queen,"
Gabrielle quickly stood up and grabbed Ephiny's arm. "What is it?" she demanded.
Ephiny swallowed visibly and then brought up a familiar shiny object. Gabrielle took it in her hand, staring at it, stunned.
No one else had a chakram like this, no one but her mate.
"Xena?" she whispered.
"Menestratus told the border guard that he has Xena and that you are to meet him in a clearing five marks from here at sundown or she dies," Ephiny said through gritted teeth.
"No," the bard whispered and Ephiny placed a hand on the young woman's arm to steady her.
"Gabrielle, you can't do it," Ephiny growled.
Flashing green eyes met the Regent's. "I won't let her die!" Gabrielle hissed.
"And I won't let either of you die!"
"Then let's get her back," Gabrielle said simply, heading for the main hut. "Bring the scout and guard leaders in. I want the best archers we've got ready to leave in half a candlemark."
"Yes, my Queen," Ephiny dashed away to get the instructions out before joining Gabrielle in the hut.
"Hesione," Gabrielle called out to another Amazon as she walked.
"Yes, my Queen!"
"Tell the Healer to be prepared," she ordered.
"Yes, my Queen!"
Gabrielle entered the hut with a curse. She had been afraid for herself, now she was terrified for her lover. She knew Xena wouldn't have gone down without a fight, which meant the warrior was probably even more wounded than the last time the bard had seen her. Gabrielle felt the stirrings of hatred beginning. She could understand just a touch of that darkness Xena had once fallen into. She was beginning to hate Menestratus.
 * * *
Gabrielle followed quietly behind the scout. Traveling with Xena had taught the bard how to walk silently through the forest and through the tree tops. Having been adopted into the Amazon tribe had furthered her training. Xena had been pleased whenever they visited the Amazons that Gabrielle had taken every opportunity to train with the women warriors and scouts in addition to her studying of the Amazon scrolls.
The scout stopped and motioned her Queen forward. Gabrielle moved cautiously along the large tree branch and glanced into the clearing. The scout grabbed the bard's arm to steady her as the scout heard a growl from her Queen.
Gabrielle felt a roaring in her ears and eyes clouded over, seeing red. Then she shook her head and cleared her vision.
Chained and blindfolded between two trees was her mate, her lover, and her life. Gabrielle was close enough to see the bloody wound at the warrior's thigh and the blood seeping from a wound in her shoulder. She clutched her bow as she saw Menestratus approach Xena and then hit her in the face, sending the warrior's head snapping back and forth. Gabrielle bit her own lip as Xena's began to bleed.
"How soon is everyone in position?" she whispered to the scout. The scout sent out several bird calls and received several back.
"They are in place," she answered.
"Good."
Ephiny joined them. "Everyone is ready, Gabrielle. Let one of the archers take him," she urged.
"He's mine," Gabrielle said flatly.
"Scout, take a position in the next tree," Ephiny ordered and the smaller Amazon scurried through the tree and away. "Gabrielle, let one of the archers take him. Don't give into this feeling, this is what Xena fights against for you."
Gabrielle felt her muscles begin to relax and the roaring in her ears began to die down. She lowered her bow and her head.
"You're right. I couldn't even kill Callisto when I had a dagger at her throat. I can't do this," she whispered.
They both looked up to see Menestratus hit Xena again and Ephiny found herself growling along with Gabrielle. Ephiny whistled a bird call, knowing every one of the archers were pulling back on their bows as they answered.
 # # #
"Are you awake yet?"
"Go to Tartarus," Xena mumbled. Again a slap to the face.
"That wasn't a nice thing to say."
Menestratus seemed to be waiting for the warrior to say something else but she refused.
"That little bitch managed to get into Amazon territory before I caught up with her so I've sent word that I have you and for her to come alone. Good thing for me those Amazons don't like to leave their territory and they won't trouble about a lowly bard. I don't know how long those she-demons would grant her sanctuary but I'm not waiting. When she gets here she'll find you hanging here like a slab of meat," he informed her.
"You're not going to ambush her?"
"No, I want her to live with what I've lived with. She can try and sleep nights with the image of you like this."
For the first time in days Xena felt the beginnings of hope, Menestratus didn't know about Gabrielle being the Queen of the Amazons. For Gabrielle they would go to the end of the earth and for her champion, Xena. They would also protect Gabrielle if they didn't arrive in time to get Xena out of the mess.
"This is not what Perdicus would want."
"That's the ironic part of this," a voice insisted. "We are so much alike, warlord. I'm a mercenary, a bandit at times. Perdicus was like light itself to me, always trying to get me to change. All he wanted was to help people and couldn't understand why I rode with warlords like you."
"Strats?" Xena whispered. "I know your voice."
"Damn you," the voice sounded tired.
"You rode with me," Xena felt sick to her stomach. She did remember him, a good soldier and an even better bandit. "You were at Cirra."
The impact of the situation made Xena's head reel.
"Yeah, I was there."
Xena's sharp ears picked up a bird call that was followed by an answering one. She turned her attention back to the man she had known as Strats.
Gabrielle saw Xena's head snap up when she heard the bird calls and felt a surge of joy; Xena knew the Amazons were there!
"Tell them to fire if he starts to touch her again," Gabrielle ordered and Ephiny called out the orders in the special code the Amazons shared.
"Damnit! You're as much responsible for Perdicus' death as I am!" Xena snapped. "You were there, you helped slaughter Callisto's family and turned her into the monster who murdered your brother. You can't blame Gabrielle for this."
"I realize that, warlord. That's why after Gabrielle finds your body I'll fall on my sword and accept my guilt."
"It doesn't have to be like this!" Xena protested. "We both made mistakes and people have paid for it. Don't make Gabrielle suffer for our actions."
"It's too late for me, warlord and now for you as well.”
Xena had the feeling he was about to strike when she heard the sounds of arrows through the air and a slight grunt followed by something hitting the ground. Then bird calls and animal sounds filled the area.
"No!" Gabrielle had cried out, drawing her own arrow back. Before Menestratus could clear the space between him and Xena he was pierced through the throat with a cleanly placed arrow. Several more followed, piercing his chest from the front and behind. None of the arrows came close to the warrior woman.
Gabrielle knew she risked her neck at the speed she left the trees but didn't care. Nothing existed except to get to her lover. The other Amazons trotted to catch up.
"Xena!"
It was the sweetest sound that the warrior had ever heard. "Gabrielle!"
She felt the bard's hands on her face and then the tender lips she had missed more than life itself. As other hands began supporting her weight and working at the manacles Xena let herself slip away, feeling safe in the arms of her bard and in the company of the Amazons.
“I love you, little one,” the warrior muttered as darkness claimed her.
"Xena! No!" Gabrielle wailed.


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