Saturday, February 27, 2021

XWP: Ides of March, Awakenings 8 02/27/2021

 Ides Of March, An Awakening VIII


by Ms. Hunter Ash 

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Disclaimers:  As usual, I don’t own Xena, Gabrielle, etc etc etc. For the suits and skirts, don’t bother suing me, it definitely wouldn’t even be worth the court costs.

Subtext/Alt Fiction/Sex: The story assumes a loving and sexual relationship between people of the same gender.

Violence: Gladiatorial games and a rough description of crucifixion. No bad language. Warning! This story gets a little rough for our favorite characters and can be painful to read. It was painful to write.

Storyline: This is part of the Awakening series. I hope each one can stand on it’s own but you might want to start with the others and catch up.


Ides of March: 
the Amazons have been attacked and some taken prisoner, Gabrielle and Xena must figure a way to get them out of Rome before the Ides of March. There’s one problem, Caesar and his crosses are waiting for them.

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Four candlemarks later soldiers began filing into the cell area and the jailer began unlocking manacles. The soldiers lined up the Amazons against a wall with their swords drawn. Caesar walked into the room with a frown.

"All right, listen up, barbarians. You will be escorted to the gates of Rome where you will find horses waiting for you. You will have three hours to get out of my sight." he yelled.

Ephiny stepped out of the open cell door and approached him cautiously, holding her arm.

"What’s going on?" she demanded.

"Seems someone more valuable than all of you wishes to exchange themselves for you. The Senate agreed, even if I didn’t. Marc Anthony will see to your safe passage." Caesar growled.

"It’s a trick," Ephiny protested.

"No it’s not, Ephiny. Go and get the Amazons to your northern sisters in Belgica." Xena urged.

"Who would trade themselves for us?" Ephiny demanded.

"I would." a voice caught her attention and Ephiny looked at the door at the top of the stairs and almost went to her knees.

"No!" she yelled and was grabbed by two Roman soldiers.

Gabrielle walked down the stairs slowly and over to Caesar.

"I have his word and the word of the Senate that you’ll be given safe passage out of the city and out of Roman territory. Head straight for Aeolia’s tribe, you’ll find help there." Gabrielle ordered.

"I can’t let you do this!" Ephiny protested and looked to Xena for support.

"It’s done, Ephiny." Xena said simply.

"No, you both can’t sacrifice yourselves! No!" Ephiny screamed.

"Get them out of here!" Caesar ordered and the soldiers began herding a protesting number of Amazons up the stairs.

"Go, please. I order it as Amazon royalty. Don’t come back for a rescue either." Gabrielle ordered. Ephiny was still cursing and fighting as they closed the jail door.

Caesar turned to Gabrielle and began circling her, looking her up and down.

"Nice trick the Fates pulled on me, wasn’t it?" he asked with a grin.

"What do you mean?" Gabrielle asked, keeping her eyes on Xena.

"I recognize you, Dancer." Caesar hissed in her ear. "I had all of the Empire looking for you and you were in my own slave quarters. Amazing."

"Now what?" she asked.

"You spend the night in one of these comfortable cells and tomorrow I’m going to send you back into the Arena, both of you. If you live until the afternoon, I’m going to have you crucified. How’s that sound?" he grinned.

"Not particularly amusing but I’ll take it as long as you keep your word to the Senate about the Amazons." Gabrielle stated easily.

"You know, the Amazon bitch was right, you shouldn’t have sacrificed yourself for them, either of you. Xena, you amaze me, actually." he commented as he approached the warrior, his hand to his mouth in pretend thought. "The Xena I knew wouldn’t have hesitated to sacrifice all of them."

"You don’t know me, Caesar." Xena growled.

"You’re right, I couldn’t believe the stories of you being reformed were true. Tell me, did you conqueror her in bed or did she conqueror you there as well?"

Neither woman answered him nor looked at him. Caesar laughed. "Look where you are, Xena, and tell me I don’t know you now. She must be amazing for you to sacrifice yourself like this."

"She is." Xena agreed simply.

"Tell me, Dancer, which would you prefer," he leaned into her neck again and Gabrielle resisted drawing away. "A night with me and a return to the Games or ending up on a cross with your lover?"

"Gabrielle, take it." Xena urged.

"No, I won’t leave you and a cross would be much better than a night with him." Gabrielle hissed and Caesar merely kept grinning.

"You might change your mind during the flogging. Ever see a Roman flogging? I would hate to see that beautiful, lightly scarred back of yours hanging in bloody tatters."

Gabrielle attempted to keep from showing her fear and anger.

"I’ve seen you fight, I wonder if you’ll die as well. Ever hear the most hardened criminal beg as the spikes are being driven into their ankle bones? It’s amusing."

"You’ll not hear me beg." Gabrielle promised with a hiss.

"No? I’ll guarantee you that I’ll hear you scream." he countered with a promise.

A guard approached at Caesar’s hand signal. "Put her in the cell opposite of the warrior bitch. They can look but not touch, eh?"

The guard shoved Gabrielle into the cell Ephiny had been in and then hesitated to close the cell door. Caesar noticed. "What is it?"

"The prisoner, Caesar."

Caesar approached and Gabrielle moved to the far end of the cell, letting Caesar and the guard enter. The guard drew his sword and kept it trained on Gabrielle while Caesar bent over and examined the male prisoner laying on the straw. He loudly began cursing and turned to Xena, face an angry red.

"What?!" he demanded.

Xena shrugged with a smile. "Don’t look at me, I was over here the whole time."

Caesar cursed again and walked out of the cell. "Drag him out of there and leave the body here to keep our ladies company." he ordered.

Gabrielle leaned against the bars as the jail door slammed shut.

"Hey, lover."

Xena frowned at her and then smiled. "Hey, couldn’t stay away, huh?"

"No, never. We’ll face everything together."

"Oh how so sickeningly touching!" a male voice sneered and Ares appeared between the two women.

Xena sighed, looking at the War God with a frustrated look.

"Can’t I go through the last hours of my life without dealing with you?" she demanded.

Ares smirked back. "What in the name of the Gods are you doing here?" he demanded.

"Getting ready to fight?" she asked with an innocent smile.

"Why did you leave Greece for two years?"

"I wanted to travel."

"Without Miss Blond and Irritating over there? Don’t give me that. Do you know where I found her and what she was doing?" he asked with a grin, pleased when Gabrielle began blushing.

"Yes, I do. She was a slave in a gladiator school and sleeping with her female trainer." Xena answered in an even voice and was pleased when Ares frowned, obviously disappointed.

"Ares, what do you want?" Gabrielle demanded.

"Oh, he wants the usual. He’ll get me out of here if I come back to him, right?" Xena answered.

"Right. I’ll even throw in Gabrielle in the package. I’ve seen her fight, she’s good. She could be as good as you with a little help." he grinned.

"No deal, Ares. Leave us alone." Xena answered.

"You know," he whispered, moving in close to her body, grinning when she couldn’t move away from him. She growled a warning growl as he began to nibble on her neck. "you look absolutely," his hand slid up between her legs as she struggled in the chains. "ravishing."

A string of curses from a cell across the room made him smile. He grinned and grabbed Xena’s jaw and kissed her, forcing his tongue past her lips and then pulled back laughing as she spit at him, eyes flashing bright blue with anger.

"Hey, always been a fantasy of mine." he grinned and was gone.

"Arrrggghhhh!" Xena yelled, spitting after him.

"I could kill him!" Gabrielle muttered.

"Stand in line!" Xena snapped. "I’d better have a chance to kiss you tomorrow, I refuse to die with him on my lips!"

"We’re not going to die!" Gabrielle snapped back.

"The odds of surviving that long on a cross are not good, little one."

"As long as you’re with me." Gabrielle whispered, shaking the cell door.

"I told you that you wouldn’t go to that cross alone."

"Oh gods, okay, I admit it, I’m scared." Gabrielle sat down, leaning against the bars.

"Me too." Xena said quietly back to her mate.


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"What happens in the Arena?" Xena asked in the darkness.


"They’ll come for us in a little bit. Chain us, blindfold us and take us by wagon to the Arena and put us in cells down below. We might be given the chance at some light leather armor and a small breakfast. Then you’ll feel the heat of the place, it’s like someone pressing on your chest. Then the roar, that feels like someone pounds on your chest. You can feel the energy and hear the animals, they sense it also in another part of the underground."

"I wish I could touch you." Xena complained.

"So do I, my love. More than life itself right now."

"Any tips for the Arena," Xena grinned in the dark, knowing Gabrielle could sense it.

"Yup, don’t play fair."

"I think I can handle that one. Can you?" Xena asked with a frown, knowing that killing without emotion in the Arena was one of the things that caused Gabrielle nightmares. Now she was back in the same position again.

"I don’t think I have a choice." the bard answered with a touch of anger in her voice. "I just pray Caesar kept his word and Ephiny and the others are safe."

"Me too, and Hercules, the northern Amazons, Iolaus and Sasha and everyone else."

"That saving the world thing again." Gabrielle smiled in the dark and felt her heart skip a beat as a key unlocked the upper door. "Oh gods," she whispered. "See us through this."


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Xena frowned as Gabrielle slipped on the light leather tunic and began lacing it up. They had been held below the Arena for hours while other fights had raged on. The bard had been right, the roar of the crowd was like a physical blow to the chest, especially when things got bloody. Xena had seen a number of fighters carried in on litters towards the hospice, most to die in agony or have limbs amputated. Many fighters didn’t come back.

Unlike soldiers facing a battle, these fighters kept quiet and to themselves as they waited chained to the wall or benches. Xena noticed that the guards didn’t look at the prisoner’s faces a lot either. Gabrielle explained that these were the prisoner fighters, they were meant to die in the Arena. On the other side were the fighters from schools and professionals. On that side of the Arena there would be laughter and last minute betting among themselves and the guards.

On this side hope was in short supply.

Xena had been pleased that she and the bard had been chained next to each other, they could at least hold each other and comfort each other a little as the time dragged on. As it got closer to the afternoon and a simple meal of stew and bread with water was brought in Gabrielle got quiet. When the last of the fighters left the holding area the guards unlocked their chains and motioned to the stack of armor and the bard quickly moved to find a leather tunic that fit. Xena followed her bard’s example.

"When do we get weapons?" Xena asked.

"We don’t." Gabrielle answered simply.

"What?"

"We’re enemies of Rome. We go into the Arena without weapons."

"Then we’d better finish the first fight quick and grab their weapons and shields."

Xena drew the bard into her arms and felt Gabrielle relax and hug her back. "I love you, little one."


"I love you too, Xena."

The bard broke the contact at the sound of the crowd roaring. Xena frowned as she noticed the change in Gabrielle’s eyes and shift in the way the bard held her body. The ex-warlord realized that she was looking at Dancer, dangerous gladiator.

The sound of the doors opening caused a shift in the warrior as well as her blood began humming and her pulse started racing.


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After five rounds of fighting Xena and Gabrielle leaned on their swords, breathing heavily. Gabrielle went down on one knee, catching her breath. They had fought at least ten men and they were all dead. The bard wiped her bloody hand on her skirt and dried the hilt of her sword with the hem.

Xena placed her hand on the bard’s shoulder as the slaves removed the bodies of their most recent kills. Both warriors ignored the roaring and impatient crowd and both glanced at Caesar at the same time. The leader was lounging on his sofa, grinning at the two women. He tossed a grape up into the air and caught it in his mouth easily. The Roman raised his goblet in a mock toast.

"He’s too cheerful," Gabrielle complained.

"Yup, he’s got something planned. He doesn’t want us to die in a fight, he’ll want to humiliate us and make us suffer with the execution. This can’t go on much longer."

"If we drag out the fight we get tired and might make a mistake, if we finish them off quickly he’ll just send more in." Gabrielle stood up and gauged the movement of time by the sun. Still too long till sunset.

"Don’t rush it, Gabrielle. Brutus might be able to get most of the senators to agree to the treaty around Caesar before tomorrow’s session."

"Most of them are here, Xena. It’s a long shot. Gods, it’s cold for Rome!" she complained.

"Here come some more." Xena muttered as the doors opened.


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The warrior bard and Warrior Princess made a good team in the Arena, everyone had to admit who saw the matches that day. When facing heavily armored opponents they worked as a team, dodging under heavy sword swings to dance in and strike enough blows to tire the fighter out until a fatal blow could be struck. Like wolves stalking a reindeer.

When fighting lightly armored opponents they fought back to back, protecting each other and not giving the other fighters any opportunity at a blind side or weak opening.

Time seemed to drag on for the fighters and the body count rose by the end of another four matches. The total of fights unheard of in the Arena, especially by two women warriors.

Xena held a hand against a light sword wound along her ribs and Gabrielle sank to her knees as the slaves cleared away the latest bodies.

"Xena," the bard gasped. "I can’t....."

"I know." the warrior agreed.

Both couldn’t help but look at the posts at the north end of the Arena, set up just for them.


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Dark are the Shadows 02/27/2021

 Dark Are The Shadows

Ms Hunter Ash

ripperbard7@yahoo.com

frost29@post.com


rating: PG13

pairings: Buffy/Quentin, Willow/Tara, Xander/Anya, Giles/Angelique, Barnabas/Roxanne, Julia/Tom, Maggie/Joe


# # ## 


Next Morning



'Thank you for joining us, Mr. Travers," Carolyn said as serving dishes were passed around the breakfast table at Collinwood.



"Thank you for having me," Travers responded. "From all you tell me you have two extraordinary young women, Mrs. Summers."



Dawn began blushing as Buffy struggled not to roll her eyes.



"I agree," Joyce said. "They were both willing to kill themselves to close that gate. Do you think we can make this agreement work between the Council and our group?"



"We have to," Travers said. "I've given my word and I'd rather not draw the attention of Her Majesty or her advisors."



"Rupert is that connected?" Joyce asked.



"His father is," Travers answered. "I don't believe that Rupert has had much contact with his father. That in itself shows how dedicated he is to all of you."



"What's the deal between them?" Dawn asked.



"When Rupert rebelled against becoming a Watcher his father was not in agreement," Travers said. "He had the police looking for Rupert. They were always one step behind, usually getting to a club 20 minutes after the band Rupert was with left, things like that."



"I can't believe he lived on the streets and played in a band," Dawn commented.



Travers nodded and took a sip of his tea. "He was extremely good, I'm told. Then he was side-tracked with the magic. By the time things went wrong, his father was livid. When the police found Rupert practically living on the streets in a box and drowning the memories with alcohol, they brought him to us and the Council worked at drying him out and...well, mold him into being a decent Watcher."



"What does that mean?" Joyce asked with a frown.



"It could be described as brain-washing," Travers said. "I protested loudly but I was merely an aide to the Head Watcher and I was told that Rupert would be vital in the success of a future Slayer so drastic means were justified."



"Like what?" Dawn asked.



"I'll let Rupert describe it if he desires or can," Travers said after a moment. "The Council no longer considers measures to that level. Coming back around to his father, they haven't spoken much since Rupert was pulled back into the fold. He viewed Rupert's collapse as weakness and his rebellion as... a personal affront."



"Does he know what Giles went through?" Buffy asked. "I mean he said a good friend was killed by all of them to protect the world from the demon."



"He didn't want details," Travers said. "I'm sure Rupert is dreading having to now tell his father that he is something of a hybrid between vampire and human and that he will become a full vampire upon his death. I think Rupert would have rather have disappeared without his father finding out about that but he had to step forward to protect your friends and you from going to war with the Council."



"Damn," Joyce said softly. "That doesn't sound like it will end well."



"No, it doesn't," Travers agreed. "Keeping it a secret will bind Lord Oliver's hands. It's not like he'd want that to get out among the Council and certain branches of MI-5 and MI-6."



"This just keeps getting more complicated by the day," Carolyn commented.



"Welcome to the battle against evil outside of your investigations, Mrs. Stoddard-Hawks."





# # # #





SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA



Xander smiled as Raquel pulled back and wiped at her forehead, the practice sword in her hand dropping as they both tried to catch their breath.



“You're doing good,” he commented. “Wait until Giles gets back and you can spend a day or two practicing with him and Buffy. They're both amazing. I've picked up stuff along the way but nowhere near the level they're at.”



“I can't wait,” Raquel said. Out of the corner of her eye she saw her Watchers taking notes. They were observing without offering any criticism. That had been one of the conditions in watching the Scooby gang work with Raquel, they wouldn't criticize or belittle the gang and their methods.



“Here, let's switch to knives,” Xander suggested. “There are times when a stake won't work against a demon or zombie and a knife might get through their skin. Giles is really fantastic with a knife and he's shown us some of the stuff he picked up on the streets.”



“And Buffy learned from Angel and others too,” Willow added. “So, different training than Potentials get.”



“More training is always a good thing,” Raquel said. “How did Buffy get through school and stuff? I mean her mom didn't know right away, right?”



“No, not until shortly after Buffy's 17th birthday,” Xander said.



“Fortunately, Slayers don't need a lot of sleep,” Willow responded. “She would sneak out of the house and go on patrol and then sneak back in. She'd train with Giles at school, after classes.”



“Okay, most demons go for this kind of move,” Xander said and demonstrated. “Notice how the underarm is vulnerable? Just be sure to jump back because they usually swing with the other paw and they are really pissed off at that point.”


“Don't get cocky and don't drag it out,” Anya added. “You never know when one will spit venom or green bile at you. That's really hard to get out of clothing.”



“Good advice, thanks!”





# # # #





COLLINSPORT, MAINE



Joyce looked up as Roxanne stepped inside the large mansion from the patio. “Hello, you've been roaming around most of the day. Dinner will be ready in about 20 minutes.”



“Thanks,” Roxanne said and sat down across from Joyce. “I've been walking in what little sunshine there is. Barnabas wants me to explore being human again before we....change that.”



“You're wanting to be a vampire again?” Joyce asked. “If that's okay to ask, I mean.”



“It's fine,” Roxanne said. “I... yes, I do. Are the limitations a drag to deal with? Yes. Does the thought of living for at least decades with Barnabas outweigh that? Yes.”



“It's odd to me, I'll admit,” Joyce said. “I didn't believe in vampires, then I found out my daughter fights vampires and demons and only two aren't out to kill humans. Then I learned not all vampires kill humans but most do. Now we've learned that there are a handful of vampires that can be dangerous but not to those they care about most of the time.”



“And Tara being a vampire and Rupert destined to become a vampire adds to the confusion,” Roxanne suggested.



“Yes,” Joyce said. “I could almost wish...”



“What? That Buffy would become a vampire instead of dying young?” Roxanne asked in a soft voice. “Again?”



Joyce nodded as she fought back tears. “I lost her once already.”



“I can understand a little,” Roxanne responded. “I'm not sure how that would work with her sacred calling to be the Slayer.”



“There's another Slayer,” Joyce said. “She was called up after Buffy died for a few minutes and another Slayer was called and then she was killed. Faith is in jail for another year or so.”



“So she's died twice?” Roxanne asked, her eyes widening.



“Yes,” Joyce answered with a sigh.



“And you know one vampire that works at being a hero?”



“Yes, Buffy's ex,” Joyce said.



“It's not an easy existence,” Roxanne said after a moment. “I think Julia was probably the only one that didn't kill people when we first awakened. Along with Tara, I mean. The hunger can be very overwhelming and things get out of control very quickly.”



“Why was Julia different?”



“Barnabas was there to guide her,” Roxanne said. “I woke up with this incredible hunger and no idea what had happened or what was happening. Several people died that week. I had discovered several of the limitations and figured out what I was. I couldn't believe it. I had very few memories and didn't know how I had become a vampire.”



“That had to be frightening,” Joyce commented and Roxanne nodded.



“It was. I slowly learned how to feed without killing someone,” Roxanne said.



“Would Barnabas want to be human now?”



“He would say yes,” Roxanne said. “I'm not sure he's willing to face the fact that being a vampire can be advantageous.”



“Howso?” Joyce asked.



“He died in 1795,” Roxanne said. “He still exists and he helped save the world.”



“According to Angelique, he would be frustratingly predictable and counter that with the people he killed when he first rose.”



Joyce and Roxanne looked up as Giles and Buffy entered the room.



“I didn't realize the sun was down,” Roxanne said. “Please excuse me.”



“Hello, Joyce,” Giles said as Roxanne slid past him and Buffy. “How is everyone?”



“Everything seems to be doing well,” Joyce responded. “You are finally looking rested.”



“I slept most of the day away,” Giles said. “I needed it, I think.”



“Maybe Angelique can start making him settle down an hour or more before sunrise,” Buffy commented. “We need you around during normal human hours.”



“Speaking of human hours, dinner is ready,” Amy said from the door.



"Good, someone can tell me how it went with Travers."





# # # #





SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA



Raquel laughed as Xander blushed a bright red as Anya continued a tale of a patrol that had gone...sideways.



Then she sighed. “Why don't Willow and Tara like me?”



“What? Willow does,” Xander protested. “Tara is just shy.”



“It's not because she's afraid I'll find out she's a vampire or something?” Raquel asked.



Xander quickly squeezed Anya's hand. “What on earth gives you that idea?”



“A couple of things, seeing Willow buying blood at the butcher shop, Tara never being seen in the daytime and withdrawing from school even though she's still here,” Raquel pointed out. “Something went wrong during the fight against the Leviathans, didn't it?”



“What do your Watchers say?” Xander asked.



“They don't talk about it around me,” Raquel responded. “Come on, I won't tell them. I get lied to all the time and I know it.”



“You're right.”



The three looked towards the curtain separating the front area from the back and found Tara and Willow.



“Tara...”



“It's okay, Xan,” Tara said. “We knew we ran a risk by being here.”



“I'm guessing that there's a soul in the mix here,” Raquel said softly.



“Yes, the vampires that helped us against the Leviathan have their souls and there's no risk at losing it,” Willow explained.



“Okay,” Raquel said and shrugged.



“You're taking this well,” Anya commented.



“I've heard how unconventional Buffy Summers and crew are for months,” Raquel said and reached for another helping of fried rice and sweet and sour chicken. “We know she works with friendly vampires, you have witches and a former demon on board and the weird behavior got me to thinking.”



“Tara is still a good guy,” Xander said firmly.



“I get that,” Raquel said. “You might want to leave town tomorrow since Anya is out of the hospital and its Sunday. The Watchers are going to try and catch Willow and Tara at the mansion or here.”



“Do they suspect anything?” Willow asked as she and Tara sat down with the others.



“I don't know,” Raquel said. “They were on the phone a LOT earlier and were kinda....scowling and I heard them say the name of the Head Watcher.”



“Quentin Travers?” Willow asked and Raquel nodded. “What do we do?”



“Borrow my truck and head to the coast or LA for a romantic weekend,” Xander suggested.



“Or rent a car,” Anya added. “That way if anything happens Tara can hide in the trunk from the sun.”



Raquel's fork stopped halfway to her mouth. “Really?”



“Less obvious than painting the windows black or using tin foil or towels,” Xander said. “Cops frown on that type of stuff.”



“Wow,” Raquel said. “That's a good idea. Oh damn, gotta run. I'm patrolling near the Bronze tonight. Did I tell you, they've given me permission to back off if there's more than one vamp or if its a difficult demon.”



“That's a good thing,” Tara commented.



“Yeah, like Giles tries to teach all of us,” Xander said. “You can't save others or stake more vampires if you're dead.”



“Yeah, I get that. Thanks for dinner, guys,” Raquel said. “I'll buy dinner tomorrow night.”



“Anya and me will be here,” Xander said.



The Scooby gang watched the young potential let herself out the front door.



“Half the damned world is going to know about Giles, Tara and our vampire friends,” Willow grumbled.



“I don't think Raquel will tell her Watchers,” Tara said.



“Let's hope not,” Willow said. “Let's get to the rental place before they close and get a car. We'll leave in a few hours.”



“Where are we headed?” Tara asked as she grabbed their coats.



“I don't know,” Willow replied. “We'll figure it out.”



“We'll meet you guys at the Bronze,” Xander suggested. “One round of sodas before you hit the road.”



“Cool.”







# # # #


Tuesday, February 9, 2021

BTVS/DS Dark are the Shadows 02/08/2021

 Dark are the Shadows

Ms Hunter Ash
no copyright infringement intended.  Original characters are mine, the others belong to their respective companies.

Rating: PG13
Pairings: Buffy/Quentin, Barnabas/Roxanne, Willow/Tara, Julia/Thomas, Xander/Anya, Maggie/Joe

# # # # 

SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA



“Wow, that was....” Xander said softly.



“Scary,” Willow said. “We might have lost Giles and our vampire and werewolves if they went on the run or...”



“If they'd been captured,” Tara said.



“We have to get the Initiative out of Sunnydale,” Xander said. “They're suspicious of Giles, he could disappear and the US government would deny there ever was an Initiative.”



“I agree,” Willow said. “But how? Do you think the Council could make them leave?”



“Maybe,” Xander said thoughtfully. “Who did Giles call that made Travers change his tune. Maybe that would work to get the Initiative out of here.”





# # # #



COLLINSPORT, MAINE



“Giles, what were you and Travers talking about how you take after your father?” Dawn asked.



Giles winced and shook his head as he pulled his glasses off.



“Perhaps Rupert will allow me,” Travers said. “When Rupert began to recover from the traumatic events where a friend was killed and from our.... heavy handed approach to pulling him into line the psych reports suggested that he might have the same temperament as his father. It's something that agencies look for in some field agents and Special Forces members. Those who are capable of doing what is referred to as wet work.”



“What does that mean?” Buffy asked with a frown.



“Men and women who can kill on command or out of necessity,” Travers said. “There are times when the Council becomes aware of sorcerers or demons who pass as humans that... well, need to be dealt with but quietly. Unlike your hellmouth, people in the outside world do ask questions when someone dies. We further tested Rupert and it was discovered that because of the conditioning he could shift from.... one mind-set to another.”



“It's called alters,” Giles said softly. “Usually seen in traumatized children and teens. Not quite to a split personality but... close enough to set the...main person aside and... bloody hell.”



“Rupert would find it difficult to kill someone on the street without an obvious threat,” Travers continued. “If someone he cared about was in danger or the world was in danger, he could do whatever was necessary. He couldn't shift enough to become an assassin so that potential role with the Council was abandoned. There have been suspicions that he could potentially slip into his street persona easily.”



“Ripper?” Buffy asked. “Ethan Rayne called him that.”



“Yes,” Travers said with a nod.



Giles was grateful that Buffy didn't bring up bespelled candy and Giles' regression to Ripper.



“And Rupert has told me tonight about the human host for the entity Glory,” Travers added.



“Dr. Ben?” Buffy asked. “What?”



“No way in hell that insane bint would not come seeking revenge,” Giles said softly. “You couldn't stop them once they shifted back to him.”



“And I approve,” Travers commented.



“You killed him?” Dawn asked, her eyes widening.



“Yes,” Giles said. “I wouldn't risk letting him live with her. Do you think he could hold her back forever?”



“No,” Dawn said softly.



“I need to stretch my legs, I'll bring some more tea and coffee in,” Giles said as he got up and went to the coffee cart. “Quentin T can tell you more about my father if he wishes, he knows almost more than I do.”



Buffy got up and followed her Watcher into the kitchen. “Giles?”



It took a moment before he turned to look at Buffy.



“What is it? You're totally freaked out and it's kinda...scary.”



“Quentin lied,” Giles said softly.



“Color me surprised,” Buffy muttered.. “What about?”



“They didn't determine I wasn't suited as an assassin,” Giles said softly. “I was suited to it. I take after my father, I suppose. They became alarmed at the....shifting between personas and feared a break-down. They reinforced the training to be an obedient Watcher and pulled me from the field for a time. I got a post at the museum and then was given the assignment to Sunnydale.”



“You...killed people?” Buffy asked softly.



“Yes,” Giles responded. “Dangerous sorcerers that had killed a number of field Watchers and Potentials. The assignments saved lives but it wore at me. I never wanted any of you to know.”



“Giles...we love you,” Buffy said gently. “I get why you killed Dr. Ben. You can tell us anything, you know.”



“I'm not sure about that,” Giles said after a moment.



“I'll take the coffee and tea in while you pull your fangs back in,” Buffy suggested. “That would probably freak Travers right the hell off Widow's Hill.”



“Oh damn, all right.”





# # # #



SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA



Xander put the call on speaker and Tara and Willow drew closer to Anya's hospital bed.



“So everything is going to be okay back there?” Xander asked.



“Yeah,” Buffy's voice said. “The Council isn't going to try and take Giles away and they won't move against the families here. Hang on a sec, guys.”



Buffy moved closer to a window in the small breakfast area. She had taken the cart back into the parlor and had stepped out to call and let the Scooby gang know what was happening.



The Slayer frowned at the sight of a bundled up Giles heading out of the kitchen door and there was a bottle in his gloved hand. “Damn.”



“Okay, guys, how are things there?” she asked.



“We're hanging in there,” Xander responded. “We haven't seen the Watchers since Willow told them to take a hike and call you or Giles for intel on him.”



“Maybe they'll back off now that the Council isn't out to find out if Giles is still human,” Buffy suggested.



“What was that stuff about his father?” Willow asked.



“I'll tell you guys tomorrow,” Buffy said. “I need to get back to Travers and make sure he isn't planning anything underhanded. Hang in there.”



“Okay, talk to you tomorrow,” Xander said and clicked off the call. “Well, she's talking to us again.... sorta.”



“That's an improvement,” Anya commented.





# # # #



COLLINSPORT, MAINE



Thomas raised his eyebrows at the sight of a bundled up Giles standing on the doorstep of the Old House with bottle in hand.



“Got room by your fire?”



“Yeah, of course,” Thomas responded and motioned the Watcher inside. “Are you all right?”



“I'm... it feels like live wires inside,” Giles said as they entered the main room. “I was almost kidnapped, never to be seen by anyone outside of Council researchers and then we had to convince my boss who ordered that and who personally showed up to see it done to work with us, not against us. It was that or...one of us would ensure the Council needed a new head Watcher and I would go on the run. Along with everyone else in danger.”



“Me, Julia, Barnabas and Roxanne,” Thomas ventured. “Do they know about Quentin and Angelique?”



“Roxanne wouldn't have to leave, she's human,” Giles pointed out.



“You've seen how he looks at her,” Thomas countered. “She went to hell to protect him, think she'd let him leave without her?”



“No, you're right.”



“You need to drink alone? I can hang out in the other room,” Thomas offered.



“I wouldn't mind the company,” Giles answered. “There were just a lot of people and...I keep trying to shift and I don't know to which persona.”



“Crack open the bottle and explain that.”





# # # #





SUNNYDALE, CALIFORNIA



The four Scooby members finished off the last of the pizza and looked up when the door to Anya's hospital room started to open, they were expecting perhaps a nurse.



Eyebrows went up in surprise when Raquel stuck her head in.



“Hi, can I come in and visit?” she asked.



“Sure, come on in,” Willow urged.



“I called the hospital and they said Anya was going to be okay,” Raquel said as she entered. “I wanted to see you and thank you and Xander for stepping in. I'm not sure I could have taken three vampires.”



“You're very welcome,” Anya said.



“I can't believe those two were just gonna stand there,” Xander complained. “They could have driven the vampires off with their crosses.”



“Watchers don't step in,” Raquel said. “Usually its only one vampire.”



“Partially open hellmouth,” Willow said. “There's a lot more demons and vampires here than in other small towns.”



“Does Buffy's Watcher step in?” the young Potential Slayer asked.



“From the first,” Xander said with a nod.



“He tried to take her place and face an ancient master when it was prophesied that Buffy would be killed,” Willow added.



“But...that would be suicide,” Raquel said as her eyes widened.



“Yeah and he still tried it,” Xander said.



“What happened?”



“Buffy knocked him cold, went out to face the Master,” Xander explained. “And died. I saved her with CPR.”



“That's when Kendra was called, right?” Raquel asked.



“Yeah,” Xander said. “And then Faith.”



“Does Mr. Giles get banged up a lot?”



“Boy, does he! Let us tell you....”





# # # #





COLLINSPORT, MAINE



Buffy walked back into the parlor and Joyce frowned. “Where's Rupert?”



“He went out for a walk,” Buffy replied.



“With a bottle?” Travers asked. “Yes, I do know Rupert, possibly more than he knows himself at times. I hope he's not outside drinking, he'll freeze.”



“He had his coat on,” Buffy said.



“He's probably going down to the Old House,” Carolyn suggested.



“If he did we'll throw a blanket over him and he can come back up here in the morning with a hang over,” Julia said.



“Thank you,” Joyce said softly.



“Will he be okay?” Dawn asked her mother.



“He should be,” Travers answered. “Just expect some nightmares for awhile. Now, since we've all agreed to work together, I think it's time I returned to the hotel. If you wouldn't mind, Mr & Mrs Haskell.”



“No, I have to be up early for work,” Joe replied. “We shut down half the plant in the winter. We don't pack as many fish this season.”



“And you're a manager, Mr. Collins?”



“Yes, and I'm exploring the possibility of us expanding the business to the west coast,” Quentin answered.



“In addition to the South American branch,” Travers added. “Don't look so surprised or alarmed, I wasn't going to walk in here without knowing a bit about who could possibly be here. That's why we waited until it was just Rupert, Mrs Jennings and her granddaughter. We didn't anticipate you being able to get a message out.”



“And just how much investigating did you do?” Carolyn asked with a frown.



“Enough to know that you didn't take your second husband's name, that there are no records of births of a Barnabas or Quentin Collins in the last 100 years and that many in the town steer clear of the family and the home.”



“End your investigation,” Buffy said firmly. “They helped us save the world.”



“Not the Haskells,” Travers commented.



“No, they've saved several of the Collins family over the years,” Carolyn said. “Without them none of us would be here and the Leviathan would be on their way of breaking through completely into this realm.”



“All right, the records will be sealed,” Travers said after a moment. “Available only to the Elder Council if the Head Watcher deems it necessary. We ignore the vampire in Los Angeles, we can ignore a family in a small fishing village in Maine.”



“It is getting late,” Joyce said. “Mr. Travers, perhaps you could join us for breakfast here.”



“I thought you'd be glad to be rid of me.”



“Usually, but I think this is a good opportunity for you to actually talk with my daughter,” Joyce said. “You haven't talked to her very much. Perhaps its time you got to know your Slayer and just how remarkable she is. Stop trying to fit her into your box and see how she is beyond it.”



“All right, what time?”



“8am,” Carolyn said. “Goodnight everyone. Thank you very much for rescuing Rupert. The entire family would have gone insane.”



“And the Council would discover that we have some resources they don't know about,” Quentin said.



“Come on, Mr. Travers, let's get you to the hotel,” Joe said as everyone exchanged hugs or waves.



“I'm going to head down to the Old House,” Julia said. “Not in human form. I'm not sure I trust his men not to be lurking. Goodnight all.”



“What about Giles, Mom?” Dawn asked Joyce.



“Sometimes men...drown their emotions in alcohol,” Joyce said. “Some women too. He'll be up in the morning.”



“We'll put him in the secret room tonight,” Julia added. “Even if the Watchers got into the Old House they won't find the room nor how to get into the basement. Goodnight.”



Twenty minutes later Barnabas and Roxanne were the only ones left in the parlor.



“We've some time before sunrise, shall we sit by the fire or...?” Barnabas asked.



“Barnabas...”



“Before we start discussing you becoming a vampire again, let me ask something. Do you miss the sun?”



“What? I, uh....”



“And mirrors and not being afraid of a cross?” he asked.



“All right, most of that yes,” Roxanne answered.



“I want you to spend some time in the sun, enjoy being human again,” Barnabas said softly. “I remember what it was like to be human again, how amazing the sunlight felt on my skin. How food tasted and, well, the look on Gerard's face when I walked into the Old House at 2:30 in the afternoon. He was there to kill me and he was expecting a vampire.”



“I'm not going to change my mind about joining you, Barnabas,” Roxanne said firmly. “I love you and I want to be with you. Even now you haven't fed enough. Are you afraid you're going to lose control and bite and feed from me?”



“Yes,” the vampire admitted.



“Then go out for awhile and come back,” Roxanne suggested. “You're not going to drive me away. I'll stay human...for awhile but this conversation isn't over.”




# # # #



Julia stepped inside the Old House and brushed snow off her shoulders. “Tommy?”



“In here.”



The vampire's eyebrows rose at the sight of Giles sitting in a chair with his long legs stretched out and his head thrown back.



“That was quick,” she commented.



“He power pounded several shots,” Thomas said. “He was shaking and any loud noise made him jump nearly out of his skin.”



“I've a feeling there's more to his conditioning to be a Watcher and his tests than we've been told so far,” Julia said.



“Yeah,” Thomas agreed. “Where are we putting him? Do we trust they won't try and come in and grab both of you and where is Barnabas sleeping in the morning?”



“I don't know about Barnabas but I've a feeling that Roxanne will be standing over him with a gun if anyone enters the room,” Julia said. “As for Rupert, we'll put him on the cot in the secret room.”



“And you in the coffin,” Thomas suggested.



“I'll be fine in the basement.”



“That's the first place someone would look and they might get past the locked door,” Thomas protested. “Please.”



“All right,” Julia said. “As long as you get some sleep before morning. How much did he drink?”



Thomas held up the bottle of whiskey and Julia shook her head.



“Men,” she muttered.



“Do you need some blood?”



“I'll warm some,” she said almost absently as she crossed the room and felt for the pulse at Giles' wrist. “He'll likely have a headache in the morning.”



“No doubt,” Thomas agreed. “What's bothering you about all of this?”



“There's just... I understand Rupert's shaking and Buffy's trauma,” she answered as she sat down on the sofa. “Look at everything we've been through in the last month. A week before that and the most we worried about when to move onto a new location before people noticed we were never seen in the day time.”



“And now how many people know about you and him?” Thomas agreed. “I was freaked out about Carolyn and David knowing on top of the Sunnydale bunch. Now a government type group knows about you, Barnabas and they know Angelique is out there even if they don't know her name.”



“And they know something is unusual about Quentin as well,” Julia agreed. “There's also the added stress of Roxanne now being human. You came into this knowing we're vampires, you don't know how tortured Barnabas is over bringing someone into this existence. He turned me out of desperation, we'd been together since 1967.”



“First as antagonists,” Thomas commented and Julia nodded.



“It took awhile for him to realize that we were actually friends,” Julia added. “He was relieved when Roxanne was already a vampire when she reappeared, that took the responsibility off of him in a way.”



“He didn't have to make the choice,” Thomas said softly. “And now?”



“I don't know,” Julia replied. “He'll resist turning her into a vampire and twist himself up in knots over it because he won't let her go, especially after everything we all have been through.”



“And she won't let him go either,” Thomas commented. “It'll come down to him turning her.”



“Considering the danger we've been in recently, I actually hope its sooner rather than later,” Julia added. “You wouldn't think I'd encourage my husband keeping and building a life with someone else, would you?”



“You don't want to see him hurting,” Thomas said and sat down next to her. “Are you all right with letting him go, at least for now?”



“I am,” Julia said and rested her head on his shoulder. “Maybe we could go away for a few days down to the city? He can see again, he's not suicidal and we aren't facing a major crisis. Let's focus on us for a few nights, Tommy.”



“That sounds like a plan.”