Monday, September 28, 2020

Dark are the Shadows - 09/28/2020

Dark Are the Shadows
Ms. Hunter Ash
ripperbard7@yahoo.com
frost29@post.com

pairings: Buffy/Quentin, Giles/Angelique, Willow/Tara, Xander/Anya, Barnabas/Roxanne

# # #



Dawn screamed as Doc cut her again.


“Shallow cuts.... shallow cuts...”


“Buffy! Barnabas!”


Doc whirled around to see the vampire climbing up onto the platform. Barnabas pulled his cane off his arm.


“This should be interesting,” Doc said.


Barnabas swung the cane in a back hand swing and Doc went over the edge, screaming as he fell.


“You were turned into a vampire twice because you crossed us,” a voice said.


Barnabas turned and his eyes widened. “Oberon!”


“Yes, and you seek to disrupt us yet again,” the hooded figure said. “We turned you into a vampire to punish you but now you embrace it. Very well, embrace what a vampire fears then.”


Barnabas screamed as fire flashed from Oberon's hand, hitting him in the face. He stumbled on the platform holding his face.


“Barnabas! Behind you!” Dawn yelled.


Barnabas spun and grabbed Oberon's arms. “I fear fire, you fear the day. You can only exist here for a limited time in the dark. Let's face the sunrise together!”


Dawn screamed as his foot slipped and the two figures went over the edge.


“Buffy!!!”


“I'm here,” Buffy said as she began untying Dawn's bonds.


Blood dripped onto Dawn's feet.


“It hurts,” Dawn admitted.


“I got it,” Buffy said. “You'll be okay. Come on.”


Drops of blood dripped over the edge of the platform and a small circle of light appeared half way down and it began to grow.


“Come on!”


“Buffy, it's started!”


Buffy and Dawn could see a bright light expanding as the portal opened.


They watched a huge bolt of lightning strike in Sunnydale and they could make out people fleeing in terror as buildings collapsed.



# # # #



The heroes began trying to keep their balance as the ground shook violently and lightning began striking at random.


“Xander!” Anya yelled and shoved Xander away from a wall but she was unable to avoid the collapsing bricks.


“Anya!”


Angelique grabbed Giles and pulled him away from Ben's body.



# # # #



“I'm sorry,” Dawn said and tried to run past Buffy only to be held by her sister.


“What are you doing?” Buffy demanded.


“I have to jump,” Dawn yelled. “The energy.”


“It'll kill you!” Buffy protested.


“I know,” Dawn said. “Buffy, I know about the ritual. I have to stop it.”


“No,” Buffy responded and both of them stumbled as the tower shook.


“I have to!” Dawn said. “Look at what's happening!”


The sisters looked up and watched a dragon flying out of the portal and circle the tower and then fly away.


“Buffy, you have to let me go,” Dawn begged. “Blood starts it and until the blood stops flowing, it'll never stop!”


Buffy was anguished and it showed.


“You know you have to let me,” Dawn urged. “It has to have blood.”


// 'Cause it's always got to be blood //


“Your blood is mine,” Buffy said softly. “Summers blood. Death is my gift.”


Buffy turned and looked at the portal. She was calm when she turned and looked at Dawn.


“Buffy, no!”


“Dawnie, I have to,” Buffy said. “Listen to me, there's not a lot of time.”


Spike tried to get to his feet.


Giles looked up at the tower as Angelique held him. “One of them will figure it out,” he whispered.


Buffy kissed Dawn's cheek and then ran down the platform and swan dived into the portal.


// Dawn, I love you, I will always love you. This is my work. Tell Giles I figured it out and I'm okay with it. Take care of Mom. Give my love to my friends, you have to take care of them and each other. Dawn, the hardest thing in this world is to live. Be brave. Live. For me. //


“No!” Spike screamed and tried to stand up and winced away from the sunlight.


Roxanne stumbled over to Barnabas and began pulling him towards the warehouse.


“Keep him in the sun!” Barnabas whispered. “Oberon, bind him....”


“On it,” Wesley said and grabbed Oberon and held him down and punched the Leviathan several times before dragging him to the warehouse.


Giles stood up as Angelique stayed in the shadows. He approached the figure lying very still on a pile of bricks and rocks. His hand went absently to his side.


Xander carried Anya closer and she buried her head in his shoulder as he stood in shock.


Spike began to cry softly as Dawn reached the bottom of the tower.


Angel grabbed Spike by the collar and pulled him into the warehouse.


Wesley gritted his teeth as the creature under him screamed and collapsed. He got to his feet and wrapped an arm around a sobbing Cordelia. “I have to find some rope.”


“Giles... I'll stay here with the vampires,” Wesley offered.


Giles nodded absently. “Buffy. She knew.”




# # #





Giles let Dawn help him out of the car and put an arm around her shoulders.


“Giles,” Cordelia called. “Perhaps one of us should...”


“No, it's my responsibility,” Giles said.


Everyone held back as the two approached the door.


Joyce opened the door and stepped out and it was apparent she hadn't slept at all.


“Dawn? Rupert?” she took in the blood spreading across his shirt and glanced at everyone else anxiously. “Where...?”


Dawn began crying again.


“No,” Joyce whispered.


“She saved the world, Joyce,” Giles said softly. “There was a price.”


Cordelia and Willow rushed forward and grabbed Joyce as she collapsed in tears. They helped Joyce to her feet and got her inside the mansion.


“Anyone else in shock?” Xander asked as he helped Anya out of Buffy's Jeep.


“Yeah,” Anya agreed. “Angel, Barnabas, Roxanne, Angelique and Tara are at the warehouse. There's more of us there than here.”


“Yeah,” Xander said softly. “I wonder when it'll hit. That she's gone, I mean.”


“When we go back to the warehouse tonight and have to deal with that Leviathan man and Buffy's.... you know.”


“Yeah,” Xander whispered.



# # #



“Xander.”


Xander opened his eyes and looked up at Joyce as she shook his shoulder. “Huh?”


“Dawn's cried herself to sleep,” Joyce said. “I don't want to leave her alone. Can you take Rupert to the hospital? He's broken some of the stitches.”


“Yeah, sure,” he said and looked at Anya who was asleep next to him.


He put a pillow under her head and stood up.


Joyce touched his arm. “What happened?”


“Buffy stopped Glory,” Xander said softly. “We thought we were winning but one of her followers cut Dawn and the ritual started just as Buffy rescued her. Spike and Barnabas were thrown off this really tall radio tower trying to get to her but Buffy made it. But...”


“The ritual began,” Joyce stated. “The lightning and earthquake.”


“Yeah,” Xander nodded. “I don't know how it worked but Buffy threw herself into the portal and it stopped the universes from collapsing.”


“What happened to Glory?”


“I don't know,” Xander said. “Barnabas, Roxanne and Spike were hurt. Anya is banged up pretty good. She saved my life. Let me get Giles to the hospital. We'll... I lost my phone.”


“Just come back with him when you can,” Joyce said.


“You're... taking this kinda... well,” Xander commented. “I don't think it's hit me yet.”


“I've spent the last couple of years preparing for this,” Joyce said. “You really can't prepare but I've expected it. We still have Dawn and I will probably collapse soon.”


Xander nodded. “Hey, Giles, come on. Let's get you checked out.”


“Hmmm, all right,” Giles mumbled and let Xander help him out of the house.


Joyce sighed and felt tears stinging her eyes. “Buffy, I know I should be proud of you but I just want you back.”



# # # #



“Are you okay, Giles?” Xander asked as Giles accepted papers and a bottle of pain meds from the nurse as Xander helped the older man get into his shirt.


“Not even close,” Giles said. “Who is where?”


“Wesley and Quentin are at the warehouse,” Xander said. “Watching over our vampires, prisoner and... you know.”


“Yes,” Giles said softly as they walked into the late afternoon air.


“Willow was going to go over and do a containment circle or something,” Xander said. “Cordelia is staying with Anya, Dawn and Joyce.”


“We'll need to talk to Joyce and Dawn and see how they.... want to handle things,” Giles said. “We either report Buffy's death and deal with the Council or... try and keep them at bay until Faith is released.”


“The Council?” Xander asked.


“They aren't convinced I'm not a vampire,” Giles said. “With Buffy.... gone, they'll insist I return to England and threaten me if I don't. Even if I resign they'll push and arrange for me to be thrown out of the country.”


“Damn,” Xander said. “Let's swing by and pick up Cordy and Anya and see what we need to do about that demon guy and then talk to Joyce and Dawn.”


“Good idea,” Giles said.


“Giles, why did Buffy jump and why did it work?”


“Buffy and Dawn had practically the same blood,” Giles said. “Buffy's death closed the portal just the same as if Dawn went through it.”


“This sucks,” Xander said and opened the door to his pickup for the older man.



# # # #



Quentin checked his watch. “They'll be waking soon,” he commented to Willow and Wesley.


“Yeah,” Willow agreed. “I'm glad you went and got the camp stove from the crypt and got blood and ice for the ice chest.”


She tried to resist looking over at the vampires that were lying on tarps but especially at one figure that was covered with a blanket.


“Do you know what we can do about that.... whatever he is?” Wesley asked. “That containment circle will work?”


“It should, especially during the day,” Willow said. “To get rid of him... that will be a little more tricky.”


“Barnabas is hurt, Spike and Angel have pretty good head gashes,” Quentin said wearily. “I think Roxanne may have a broken arm.”


“How can we help Barnabas? It looks like he got too close to a torch or something,” Willow asked.


“A lot of blood,” Quentin suggested.


“Better start warming a lot of blood,” Wesley suggested.


Quentin pulled out a pistol when the door to the warehouse began to open. He relaxed when the rest of the heroes entered, including Giles.


“Are you all right?” he asked the Watcher.


“No,” Giles said. “My body will heal.”


“What happened to the doctor? We found his body,” Willow asked.


“The woman was right about me,” Giles answered. “What is happening here?”


“You killed him? Nevermind. The vampires are about to wake up,” Wesley said. “We have blood here. I think Tara is the only one that wasn't hurt.”


“And the.... whatever it is?” Giles asked about the figure tied up in a containment circle.


“We're hoping Barnabas has answers,” Quentin said. “He told Wes to restrain him.”


“Start pouring warmed blood into mugs, guys,” Willow suggested. “Everyone is stirring.”


Giles took one of the mugs from Willow and approached Angelique, squatting down next to her. The others each grabbed a mug and picked a vampire to tend to; Willow with Barnabas, Anya with Roxanne, Xander with Spike and Cordelia with Angel as Wesley took over warming more blood.


Angelique jerked away and sat up with a gasp. “Rupert?”


“I'm all right,” he said and held the mug of blood out. “I broke open the stitches but I was tended to.”


Angel, Tara and Roxanne sat up with confused expressions and readily took the mugs of blood. Spike ignored the blood and looked around, his eyes settling on the figure covered by a blanket. “No.”


“Drink, Spike,” Xander urged. “Dawn needs you.”


“Right,” Spike said after a moment and took the cup.


Willow winced when Barnabas' body jerked and his hands clenched. He cried out and touched his bandaged eyes. “Barnabas, it's Willow,” she said. “Let me help you sit up. I have blood here.”


“Roxanne?” he asked.


“She's here,” Willow reassured him. “She has a sprained arm but she'll be okay. What happened to you?”


“What happened to Oberon?” Barnabas asked. “Where is he?”


“The guy in the robe?” Willow asked. “He's tied up in a containment circle. Is he a demon or a Leviathan?”


“Yes to both,” Barnabas said and drank contents of the mug quickly. “He's the same one that corrupted me and gave Jeb and Nicholas the power to turn me into a vampire again.”


“Let me help you up, you're on a cot,” Willow urged.


“Barnabas?” Roxanne asked anxiously and down on the other side of him.


“Roxanne,” Barnabas said. “Thank God. Are you all right?”


“Yes,” Roxanne said.


“Okay, everyone has had at least one mug of blood,” Wesley said. “Everyone gather around. We need to decide what to do about the Leviathan we have and... about Buffy.”


“What happened to you, Barnabas?” Roxanne asked.


“Oberon punished me for stepping in again,” Barnabas said. “I can only assume that the Leviathan were going to use the portal to come through and then work to bring about the return of the Old Ones, just as Nicholas had planned. He... thought fire would send me scampering away. It didn't. What's happened? Are Dawn and Buffy all right?”


Everyone went silent.


“What?” Barnabas demanded. “Dawn?”


“She'll be all right,” Giles said. “The cuts were shallow but the ritual had started. Buffy stopped it with her death.”


“Oh God, no,” Barnabas whispered.


“Rupert,” Angelique said softly and touched his arm. “I'm sorry.”


“She saved the world again,” Giles said softly and pulled his glasses off and wiped at his eyes. “We'll need to decide if we report her death or not. If the Council discovers she's.... gone, they'll insist on me returning to England where I will undergo a lot of tests to see if I am still human, no doubt. Even if I resign they'll use their influence to get me thrown out of the country.”


“So we pretend that Buffy isn't dead?” Angel demanded. “Until when?”


“Faith is released or something,” Giles said. “I don't know.”


“Let's first deal with that creature over there,” Angelique suggested. “Oberon, Jeb Hawkes' father. Does he have higher ups?”


“Most likely,” Barnabas said. “They always do.”


“Then lets send him back to them in pieces,” Angelique suggested.


“If his masters are pissed off at him, let's just send him back,” Willow said. “They'll probably be a lot harder on him than we would.”


“How?” Wesley asked.


“Tara and I work up another containment circle around that one,” Willow said. “When it closes... he should disappear if I get the symbols and invocation right. There's just one problem...”


“What would that be?” Giles asked as he sat down. “Is there any water? I need to take a pain med.”


“Yes,” Quentin said and dug into an ice chest and handed the Watcher a bottle of water.


“If I'm right... uh, the outer containment ring has to... be charged by someone entering and closing the circle,” Willow explained.


“But...” Giles looked up. “Whoever is in that circle would be dragged to hell with the Leviathan.”


“Yeah, that's the problem,” Willow said.


“We have to find another way, then,” Giles said. “No one here is going along for that ride. Demons and the Old Ones aren't happy with us.”


“If we don't destroy him, his influence could expand,” Barnabas said. “He couldn't take solid form in 1970. If it does, everything we've sacrificed will be for nothing.”


“I'll do some research and see if we can find another way,” Willow said. “I brought my laptop.”


“Barnabas, will your eyes heal?” Quentin asked as Roxanne held Barnabas' hand. The werewolf saw his other hand was clenched tightly. “You're in pain.”


“Eventually,” Barnabas said softly. “Until then I'm as blind as a bat.”


“Give him one of my pain pills,” Giles suggested. “If they work on vampires, that is. I know alcohol does.”


He glanced over at Spike as the vampire sat staring at nothing.


“Quentin.... about Buffy,” Willow began but the immortal shook his head.


“I'll deal with that later.”


“Here, give him a couple,” Giles said as he handed two pills over to Quentin.


Quentin took the pills over to Barnabas with a bottle of water. Roxanne looked up at Quentin with a questioning expression.


“You saw his eyes, how bad is it?” she asked Quentin.


Quentin hesitated.


“Tell her,” Barnabas said. “I think I've had enough of California after this. I will prefer the cold winters and fog of Maine. I rather hate your town, Giles.”


“The burns are serious but...”


“The eyes are still there,” Willow said. “That means they'll heal, right?”


“Yes,” Barnabas said and leaned his head back.


“I need to see Joyce and Dawn,” Giles said as he stood up. “I can't drive.”


“I'll drive you,” Xander offered. “Do you need to be here to help Will and Tara?”


Giles shook his head. “I need sleep. These meds will put me out soon. You all will have to handle this. Wait.... I remember something.... pen and paper, please.”


Wesley pulled out a notepad and handed it and a pen to the older Englishman.


Giles wrote quickly on several pages. “Start with this,” he said as he tore out the pages and handed them to Willow.


“Are you sure?” Tara asked.


“I was a sorcerer with a photographic memory,” Giles said. “Start there, adapt where need be. We'll still need to find someone to charge that outer circle, however. We'll figure it out and then find another answer.”


“Come on, Giles,” Xander urged.


Roxanne watched Oberon watching them as she rested her head on Barnabas' shoulder.


“I'll go with you, Rupert,” Angelique said and hurried after them. “Don't do the circle until I get back. I've been working with the dark arts for centuries, I can help.”




# # # #



Xander and Angelique helped Giles remain steady on his feet as they walked into the mansion. Joyce moved off the sofa and motioned for them to let him lay down.


“How is he?”


“I will be fine,” Giles said firmly. “I took pain meds. I'm sorry but I need some sleep whether I want it or not.”


“He's been up for the last couple of days,” Xander commented.


“We all have,” Joyce said softly.


“Joyce, I'm so sorry about Buffy,” Angelique said softly as she pulled off Giles' shoes and Joyce grabbed an afghan off a chair and covered him. “I may not spend a lot of time here for awhile. You and Dawn are going to need him and he's going to need you both very much.”


“Are you leaving? That'll drive him insane,” Joyce asked in a whisper.


“No, but I'm going to step back a bit,” Angelique said. “I can't image what you all are going through. You need to turn each other.”


Joyce frowned but touched Giles' shoulder as he slept.


“Mrs. Summers,” Xander called from near the door. “We, uh, we haven't called the cops about.... uh, Buffy. Giles is worried the Council will call him back to England if they know... about her.”


“What does he suggest?” Joyce asked with a frown. “How can we keep her... what happened to her secret?”


“I don't know,” Xander admitted. “He didn't know.”


“Let's get back to the others,” Angelique suggested after a moment of uncomfortable silence.


“Keep Buffy's passing a secret,” Joyce said firmly. “We need Rupert here. If they discover he's not human... he'll disappear, won't he?”


“Totally,” Xander agreed. “We'll be back.”



# # # #



Roxanne looked around at everyone sitting in an almost circle near the camp stove and ice chest. Willow, Tara and Wesley were at a card table doing research with a stack of books from the Magic Box.


Barnabas was now lying on the cot with Roxanne sitting in a chair next to him, holding his hand.


“Barnabas, how dangerous is Oberon?” she asked softly.


“I don't know for certain,” Barnabas answered. “As I said, he could only stay in this realm for short periods at night. The fact that he's here... I think it indicates that they've been gaining power over time. If they introduce another box and bring another changeling and are smart enough to steer clear of heroes like these, it could be a disaster.”


“It's vital to destroy or send him back to hell,” Roxanne suggested.


“Yes, I believe so,” Barnabas said. “I tried to reach the girl. If I had reached her before the blood fell....”


“Shhh,” Roxanne whispered. “You can't change what happened. You fought against an elder Leviathan, Barnabas. Dawn is alive. She and Buffy probably would have both been killed if you and Spike hadn't dealt with that demon and Oberon.”


Quentin Collins pulled his cell phone out and walked outside the warehouse. “Hey, Carolyn.”


“Quentin, is Barnabas all right?” Carolyn asked. “I got a vision that he and Dawn were in trouble.”


Quentin hesitated. “They're alive. Barnabas is hurt pretty bad but he'll recover. Dawn... Buffy was killed saving the world.”


“Oh my God,” Carolyn said softly. “Quentin, I am so sorry!”


“Thanks,” the immortal responded. “I'm not sure but I'll try and get him home in a few nights. At least on a plane. I'll probably stay for awhile to help Joyce and Dawn and the rest. Without Buffy... they're going to be so lost.”


“I'll tell Julia her feeling was right but that he'll be okay,” Carolyn said. “Give everyone a hug and let's plan to invite them all out here for the winter holidays. The first major holidays are brutal after losing someone. Having a change of scenery and people might help.”


“Good idea, let's work with that,” Quentin said. “I'll call you tomorrow or the next day.”


“Hug everyone for us.”


“Bye,” Quentin said and smiled when Xander and Angelique got out of the young man's pickup. “Have we decided anything about... Buffy? We need to move out of here before the bodies of the doctor and crazies that were killed attract attention. Wes and I moved bricks and rocks over most of them but... we need out of here.”


“Joyce said to keep Buffy.... what happened a secret,” Xander answered. “We can move her to the mansion and then....”


“Plan a grave in the woods,” Angelique suggested. “Been there, done that.”


“Let's get inside and figure out what to do with the Leviathan,” Quentin urged. “Once we deal with him we can move everyone before sunrise.”


Once inside, Angel stood up. “Xander?”


“Keep what happened to Buffy a secret until we can protect Giles,” the young man answered.

Angel nodded. “I'll move her to the trunk of my car.”


“I'll carry her,” Quentin said.


Angel hesitated and then nodded. “Come on, then.”


“Have we figured out a different way to deal with Oberon?” Angelique asked Tara and Willow.


“Just the containment circles,” Willow said. “Goddess, my head hurts.”


“So, we either let him go, try to send him away without the 2nd circle or ensure he goes to hell but someone goes along for the ride?” Xander asked.


Willow blinked. “Uh, yeah, exactly.”


“So one of us has to take an express route to hell?” Anya asked. “Uh huh. Nobody is going! Who would even think about it?”


“Anya's right, it's not like being voted off the island,” Xander agreed.


Everyone was quiet for several moments.


“I've been,” Angelique said. “I would prefer to remain here but I will if it ensures Oberon is blocked from this world for at least a few decades.”


“No!” Barnabas exclaimed and sat up, swinging his legs off the cot. “You've turned your back on your masters, they'll make you pay!”


“And it would really hit Giles hard,” Spike added. “Hard enough with.... what's happened.”


“It would totally crush him,” Willow agreed.


“Then who or how? Find someone random from the street?” Wesley asked. “It can't be a demon, it wouldn't work.”


“If we don't get him out of this realm he'll keep coming for Barnabas and all of us,” Angel said. “So what's the solution?”


“Will they keep coming for you?” Roxanne asked Barnabas, her voice almost a whisper.


“Yes,” Barnabas said and sighed. “In 1970 they worked through the changeling Jeb and Nicholas. Now Oberon was able to attack me with fire. Before they threatened to turn me back into a vampire but that required Jeb to actually do it and then Nicholas two years later.”


“And I almost turned you over to them,” Roxanne whispered.


“You didn't, my love,” Barnabas said softly.


“I love you, Barnabas,” Roxanne said and kissed him gently.


“I love you, Roxanne,” Barnabas said with a slight smile.


She kissed him gently and stood up. “I'll get you some more blood.”


Quentin jumped and pulled his phone out. “Hey, Carolyn, what's up? What? What about Roxanne?”


Barnabas' head snapped up. “Roxanne?”


Willow turned to look at Barnabas and her eyes widened. “No! Roxanne, don't!”


Quentin turned and started across the room, dropping his phone. Tara and Willow were leaping to their feet as well. The werewolf saw Roxanne step into the outer circle and pick up the chalk Willow had used to form the nearly complete circle.


“Roxanne!” Barnabas shouted and started to jump up from the cot, blind or not he could still sense most things humans couldn't! He yelled in frustration when he was tackled to the floor.


Quentin fell back from the circle as a bright light filled the containment field and Roxanne closed her eyes. When he lowered his hands all that remained was a large burned circle on the cement.


“No!” Barnabas screamed as Tara held him close.


Angel's group and Scooby members were stunned into silence.


Willow knelt beside Barnabas and her lover and wrapped her arms around both of them as Barnabas began to weep.


“Quentin! What's happening?!”


Quentin picked up his phone. “I wasn't fast enough, Carolyn. Roxanne's gone.”


“Oh God,” Carolyn whispered. “Barnabas.”


“Yeah,” Quentin agreed. “I'll call you in a few hours.”


He closed his phone and looked at his cousin the vampire.


“Everyone, grab something and take it out to Xander's pickup,” Angel said firmly. “We have to get out of here. Everyone check for your phones. Whoever is missing a phone get out over near the tower and we'll call your phone. No traces, gang.”


Quentin walked over as Tara and Willow helped Barnabas sit up. “Let's get him into my car,” he suggested. “We'll get him back to the mansion.”


“Roxanne,” Barnabas whispered.


“I know, Barnabas,” Quentin said as he picked up Barnabas' cane.


“She almost turned me over to Nicholas, that was her way of stopping them from capturing me again,” Barnabas said softly. “Quentin... I can't...”


“We'll get through this,” Quentin said as they walked out of the warehouse.


Quentin glanced behind him and saw Angelique walk out behind them. “Come on. He needs you.”


“I'll ride with Xander and Anya,” Willow told Tara. “Take care of him.”


“Promise.”



# # # #



Cordelia stepped out onto the patio hours later. She wasn't surprised when Angel looked over and quickly looked away and wiped at his eyes.


“Is Barnabas asleep?” Angel asked.


“Yeah,” Cordelia said as she sat down next to Angel. “In Angelique's coffin. Tara and Willow is going to stay in there with him. Joyce gave him two more pain pills to knock him out. How are you doing?”


“What do you mean?”


“Angel, Buffy being hooked up with Quentin doesn't change the fact you love... loved her,” Cordelia commented.


“You think we'd be better prepared, wouldn't you?” Angel asked after a moment. “She was the Slayer, Slayers fall.”


“Buffy was different,” Cordelia said.


'Yeah,” Angel agreed.


“What happens now?” Cordelia asked.


“We go back to L.A., Joyce, Dawn and Rupert go back to the Summers house,” Angel said. “Willow and Tara will stay here with Quentin, Barnabas, Angelique, Xander and Anya. Xander is going to work on a secret place at the Box for Tara to sleep in during the day where Anya can keep an eye on things and Willow can get back to school. They also plan on patrolling.”


“What? Without....”


“Yeah,” Angel said softly. “They'll have two vampires at full strength, three powerful witches, a Watcher, Xander and Anya. If Giles will be up for patrols.”


“When are we leaving?” Cordelia asked after several moments.


“A couple of nights?” Angel suggested. “I'd like to help them get back on their feet.”


“I don't think that will happen any time soon,” Cordelia commented. “Come on, let's go inside.”



# # #




 

XWP - Awakenings 6: Gladiator, Bard, Warrior - part 2

Gladiator, Bard, Warrior - Awakening 6

Ms. Hunter Ash

ripperbard7@yahoo.com

frost29@post.com


Disclaimer: I don't own Xena, Gabrielle, Hercules, etc. etc. etc. This story is for entertainment purposes and it helps keep me sane (sort of).

Sex/Subtext/Alt Fiction: This story is a continuing story of two women in love and they have sex together but not in this one. Violence: the mention of rape concerning one of the major characters, several deaths, one graphic sword strike, ax blows and no bad language. This one puts X&G through some rough stuff.

Seriously - character trauma and injuries.

Storyline: I hope this story could stand on it's own. It is also part of a series I've ended up writing. I started out with one story in mind and who knows where this thing will end up at this point. You might want to read the other stories to get the entire picture

 

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Nikki threw open the door of a small room in a corridor of what appeared to be small rooms and gently placed the bard on her feet and shut the door. Gabrielle was livid at such treatment but held her temper, with an effort.


Nothing shocked the bard more than when the tall warrior went to one knee and bowed her head.


"My Queen," she whispered.


"What?" Gabrielle whispered.


Nikki rose slowly and covered Gabrielle's mouth with her hand, seeming to listen closely. With a snarl she sprang to the door and ripped it open and a small man fell into the room. Nikki grabbed him up by his collar and slammed him into the door frame.


"Listen, you little weasel, you keep away from my door or I'll take what's left of your equipment and decorate my shield with it! Understand me!" the trainer threatened and the small Arab nodded and she promptly threw him out the door and closed it again.


Nikki waited a moment, listening at the door and then turned to the bard.


"I'm Nikkita. My parents were traders from the North and when they were killed, I was an infant and taken in by the Northern Amazons. I was taken slave two years ago just after we received word of your ascension to the rank of Queen," Nikki grinned. "I'm sorry about the treatment out there, it was necessary to save your life and mine."


Gabrielle went and sat down in one of two chairs at a plain table. She held her arm closely.


"Let me get a splint and bandages, I'll be right back. Do not say a word if anyone comes in. You're still in danger."


"When aren't I?"


When the trainer returned Gabrielle began to ask one of a hundred questions she had.


"Where am I?"


"You are in Aqualeia, on the coast in the villa and training school of Lycrassis," Nikki answered easily, slowly and carefully bandaging Gabrielle's arm.


"I was taken on the border of Germania, beaten, drugged and...." Gabrielle turned her face and fought back the tears.


Nikki continued to work on the arm, giving the bard time. The trainer had seen the fading bruises, scratches and even bite marks on the small woman and knew what they meant from slavers. "I think my friend was killed and now Xena doesn't know where I am!"


Gabrielle was surprised when Nikki's hand covered her mouth again.


"Listen closely, my Queen. Never say that name here, no matter what! Caesar has a price on your friend and if he learns that you know her, he'll have you in Rome by the end of the week. Would she risk her life for you?"


"Yes, many times," Gabrielle nodded.


"What would she do if Caesar sent word that he would trade you for her?" Nikki asked simply.


Gabrielle closed her eyes and felt a tear escape. "She'd sacrifice herself for me," she whispered.


"Now you know you can't say your name or hers, ever again."


"Yes." Gabrielle nodded, fighting back the tears. "They don't know you're an Amazon, do they?"


"No, they think I'm a well trained fighter. I had a chance at winning my freedom after five years but a sword stroke took most of the life out of my leg. Lycrassis was either kind enough or smart enough to make me a trainer. He gets to keep me as slave, gets a good trainer and still tries to get me in his bed," Nikki grinned.


"Any success?" Gabrielle grinned back, knowing the probable answer to that one.


Nikki laughed. "Not much, he's afraid he'll wake up less a man than when he went to sleep."


"Why did you fight so hard to get me out of the kitchen, wouldn't I live longer in there?" Gabrielle asked as the trainer fitted a sling around the bard's neck.


"Probably, a long life as a slave. In the Arena you always have the slimmest chance of winning your freedom. As a slave in the kitchen any of the trainers can take you to bed every night and when the trainees have done well, they are rewarded with taking the kitchen and stable slaves to bed. How many men do think that would mean in a lifetime, Brie?"


Gabrielle went pale and Nikki nodded.


"I would kill you myself and then slit my own throat before I let that happen again, my Queen."


Gabrielle reached out and tenderly touched the Amazon's cheek. "Don't you think you'd better stop calling me Queen before someone hears you?"


Nikki blushed and nodded.


"Tell me about yourself and how you got to Germania," Nikki suggested, taking the seat on the other side of the table.


Gabrielle began her tale of marrying Xena, her attempted murder by the Romans by poison, the awful results of that poison, of Xena's desire to get away from Ares and Caesar's influence in their lives. Especially with the fact that Xena was carrying Ares' child.


She told of the long, endless weeks on the road with Xena, Hercules and Iolaus and ended with her being taken and Iolaus probably killed. She left out what happened next but Nikki was a slave and she knew what happened to female slaves.


Nikki and Brie faced their first task that night. Blushing and dropping her head Nikki began to stammer.


"What is it, trainer?" Gabrielle asked.


"They'll expect me to bed you tonight, by force if necessary. You'll have to share my bed and sleep without clothes," the warrior trainer whispered.


Gabrielle smiled a reassuring smile. "I have a soulmate to get back to and soon a child, I will do anything to survive as long as there's a shred of hope," and the bard began to disrobe.


Nikkita's breath caught in her throat at the sight of the bruises and cuts on her Queen's body but especially because of the Queen's beauty.


"Your mate is most fortunate," she whispered.


Gabrielle blushed and quickly climbed into the cot, pulling the blankets over her.


Nikki grinned at the bard's embarrassment and snuffed the candle out before disrobing herself. Somehow they managed to barely touch each other during the night even though the cot wasn't that wide.


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The trip north was difficult and slow. The January snows were thick and the tracks non-existent in winter, especially for wagons. Xena rode in one of the wagons, holding Iolaus, keeping him warm and his body as steady as possible.


The warrior had been impressed with the speed with which the large clan-like family had moved that morning when Axel announced they must travel north and quickly. Everything was packed and moving before noon, leaving an empty cabin and Hercules riding in the opposite direction.


Xena was still uncomfortable with Hercules leaving and her staying to take care of Iolaus but knew the demi-god was being sensible. Not that she was sensible when it came to Gabrielle, she thought. She was also uncomfortable depending on strangers for her existence and she admitted to herself that she needed these Germans. She couldn't care for herself, the life growing in her and Iolaus in the winter snow of the north alone.


She held close to the small Greek. "Come on, Iolaus, hang in there. I need someone else to speak Greek to."


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Gabrielle was surprised to see the other prisoners who had been chosen to train as gladiators outside in the courtyard, their chains having been removed like hers. Nikki, her face hard, pushed Gabrielle into line with the others, her eyes flashing warning.


Lycrassis came out of the villa area and faced his new recruits.

"I am the Lanista, director of this school. Congratulations for being chosen for the dubious honor of being gladiators. If you survive long enough you might become famous, even being taken to Rome to the Arena for the games. You'll be treated as the slaves you are and worshipped as idols. If you're smart as well as strong you can wager on the outcome of matches and might even make some money."


All the recruits noticed the wooden sword he carried in his hand.


"Why do you want to survive? For the future of living in a small room with a single cot? No, plan it right, fight well and you'll have money, women and fame. You might even earn your freedom. Any gladiator that survives five years under this school earns their freedom and the privilege of teaching at this school."


Lycrassis raised the wooden sword for all to see it.


"There is another way to gain your freedom. Win this in the Arena from the Proconsul, the governor of the territory or from Caesar and you'll have your freedom."


He handed the sword to Nikki and turned to the recruits again.


"Don't misunderstand. I doubt any of you will get past year one. It is very rare for a gladiator to reach the end of a five year term and even more rare to win the wooden sword. Your chances are slim to none. Why try? It's that or face crucifixion. Have I been clear?"


"Yes, my Lord," they all answered.


"Good, now a formality. All of you will repeat the following oath and the first one to disobey any order given to them, the first one to break the discipline of this school, the first one that tries to escape faces a death worse than crucifixion. Repeat: I swear to endure the whip, the branding iron, and death by the sword for the game."


Gabrielle found herself repeating the oath along with the others, Lycrassis sharp eye looking for any hesitation on the part of the line of recruits. Gabrielle noticed with a shudder a brazier of coals at the far end of the courtyard with a slave tending it.


Nikki suddenly wouldn't meet her eyes.


"I run a very well disciplined and tight school here. Any minor infraction of the rules brings swift punishment, usually by flogging. Severe troublemakers face castration, mutilation, hamstringing, and death. This is Nikki, one of my doctors, trainers. You will meet the others later when you begin your training. If necessary, you'll find yourself chained every night with your wrists chained to your ankles, unable to stand or lay down straight. This is not a pleasant way to spend the night. First, unpleasant things and then breakfast. March in a single file to that slave with the branding iron. Your first test of your oath begins."


Gabrielle was relieved that she wasn't the only one who screamed when the red hot branding iron touched her flesh at the shoulder.


After a breakfast of bread, wine, olives, cheese and fish (a rich meal for slaves, Gabrielle thought), she and Nikki faced their second test.


Gabrielle lifted the wooden dagger Nikki handed her and sighed, looking at it like it was a real blade.


"What is it?" Nikki whispered.


"I can't kill," Gabrielle whispered back.


"What!? You have got to be kidding me!" Nikki hissed, pretending to show Gabrielle the proper way to hold the dagger in a defensive move.


"No, I can't kill."


"How far along was your mate when you last saw her?" Nikki whispered, changing the bard's stance.


"About 20 weeks," Gabrielle answered, easily flowing into the moves of the trainer.


"Was she beginning to show?" Nikki asked.


"Yes," Gabrielle answered again. Wincing at pulling the raw and burned skin of her shoulder.


"What would you do to be there for her and the child?" Nikki asked and wasn't surprised that the bard stopped dead in her movement. Gabrielle turned and faced Nikki with what Nikki would come to know as the bard's stubborn jaw set.


"Anything," Gabrielle whispered.


"Then you must kill, little one."


Gabrielle felt her heart skip a beat. Xena called her 'little one.' The bard fought back a tear, missing her mate. She looked down at the wooden knife and took up the defensive stance again, with that same stubborn jaw.


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On the second day of the trip Iolaus finally woke up and tried to grin at Xena. The healer and Xena were both pleased he hadn't taken fever with the wounds or the cold soaking he had in the river. They both began to hope that he might actually live.


The trip north took over two weeks and the land became more harsh as they went. Xena was beginning to seriously hope the Germans knew where they were going and that the large group of people would be welcome in a land that obviously couldn't support life in the snow.


But every day the hunters surprised her by bringing in fresh game and the women managed to find winter herbs, plants and fish to supplement the food.


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A long month of a routine began that the bard found extremely hard at first but then settled into. Stretching exercises, breakfast, strength training, lunch, siesta time, weapons training, endurance training, dinner, clean up, bed.


Nikki's trained eyes had been correct in judging the small woman. Gabrielle was quick on her feet, had considerable staff training already, was quick to learn, and quickly rebuilt her muscles from the recent illness.


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The warrior found herself staying up late with the family most every night. It was easier than facing sleeping without Gabrielle. The Germans were friendly, outgoing and hearty people and Xena was beginning to like them a lot. Xena was quickly picking up more Germanic and they were clearly pleased with her quick knowledge of their language. Axel clearly loved his wife, Sasha and the feelings were returned. The Greek warrior noted that, for a large family that lived in confined quarters, the German family of Axel got along well and worked as a well coordinated team. They also didn't seem to mind that she was a warrior and mother to be.


Sasha had smiled at the warrior's confusion over the casual way everyone treated Xena's warrior ways.


"It is uncommon for women to take up the sword or spear but it is not unheard of. Our friend Hercules said you became a fighter after your father and your brother died, one of our greatest heroes went into her father's burrow mound to face his ghost and the ghosts of those of the grave to claim his sword. She's always been one of my favorite stories," Sasha grinned.


Xena tried to fight back sudden tears. "You'd like Gabrielle's stories. I'm sorry you haven't gotten to know her yet."


"You were only with us one night with the little one, but she is special. She has the light of the gods surrounding her," Sasha said easily, resting a hand on top of Xena's, comforting.


"Some say I have the darkness of them about me," Xena muttered.


"Nein. Darkness cannot give light and you will soon do that."


Xena smiled, touching her womb. "I never looked at it that way."


"Life is a gift from the gods and from our fetches, the family spirits that watch over our lives."


Xena grinned to herself. This life certainly was a "gift" from the gods. One god in particular, she thought, Ares. She felt torn between being happy about the pregnancy to frustration that it was Ares' child and it was driving her out of Greece and away from the only family she had.


Xena brushed a tear away and Sasha smiled. "You are welcome with my family. The runes say you are one of us."


"Runes?"


"Sacred symbols given to us by the sacrifice of the AllFather, Othinn. He hung on the World Tree for nine nights without food or water, stabbed by his own spear until he gained the knowledge of the runes. They are sometimes used as writing too."


"World Tree, the Amazons believe in the World Tree. That there is a tree in the center of the world that has more branches than the gods themselves can count and it holds together all the worlds," Xena smiled and Sasha grinned, nodding.


"Yes, we believe the same! Our tree is named Yggdrasil."


"Some language you've got," Xena smiled. "His sacrifice is very much like some of the Amazon rituals I've seen of shamanic death and rebirth," Xena commented. She smiled as Axel joined them by the fire.


"Yes, every act of gain must have an act of sacrifice. Life is hard in the North, Xena, and life can be short. You learn to live with what the Norns have carved for you."


"Norns?" she asked and Axel frowned, looking for the word the Greek would know.


"One is that what was known, she who is that which is known and she that which will be," he tried.


"We call them the Fates," she nodded. "How do the runes work?" Xena asked, accepting the drinking horn and was pleased that Sasha was drinking cider. Ever since discovering her pregnancy Xena hadn't wanted to drink too much, it seemed to really play havoc with her stomach now and the Germans were very fond of their ale and mead.


"The vitki, the rune worker, must know how to find the right wood, sacrifice for it, carve the wood, inscribe the runes on it and then stain them for effect. Also knowing the right galdr aids in the magic," Axel explained.


"Galdr?"


"Rune magic of sound," Sasha smiled and took her husband's hand.


"And staining them?" Xena was finding this fascinating, after studying with Alti with the northern Amazons, Xena had found she had a knack for shamanistic working and was curious how much the northern peoples had in common with the Amazons. She wished Gabrielle was there once again.


Noticing her expression, Sasha reached out and touched the warrior's hand again. Xena attempted a smile.


"The runes say she's alive," Sasha whispered.


"What do they say?" Xena tried not to snap the question out.


"Only that she lives, my friend and nothing more. They say the future of your child is unwritten as well," Sasha lost her smile.


Xena frowned, withdrawing into herself. Aching for her little bard so bad that it was a physical ache.


Axel nodded to his wife and they left the warrior by the fire to work with her frustration.



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The next evening she found several of the men and women relaxing by the fire and listened to them talk, trying to pick up more of the language.


Sasha smiled and joined her. "How is the little man?"


"He's finally moving around better. I think he won't be able to use that arm for much."


"A one armed man is still useful," Sasha shrugged.


"What do you mean?" Xena asked.


"We look at things simply. A one armed man may still hoe a field or hold a sword. A legless man can sit a horse and fight, a dead man is useful to none."


Xena nodded, understanding.


"Do both you and Axel work the runes? There isn't a priest or priestess?"


"There are priestess and priests in the north in larger towns, villages and cities. For small holdings, like ours, the head person of the family acts as the priest for the sacred holidays and rituals. Anyone can work the runes and work the magic if they have the skill. As headwoman and headman we both can serve our people with the holiday rituals."


"Do you follow one particular god or goddess or all of them?"


"All of them are honored in the celebrations, some more than others depending on the holiday. There are some who are dedicated to one particular god or goddess, many of the Princes, Kings and Chieftains are called to AllFather, while many common man find Thor is their destiny in Asgard," Axel answered as he came up.


"Asgard? That's kind of like Olympus, right?"


"Somewhat. It is the realm of the Aesir and Vanir, the gods and goddess but it is also where we go when we die. Depending on how we have lived our lives and who our chosen god or goddess is. We could end up in Freya's Hall if she calls you or, if you haven't done so well, you could end up in Hella's Halls."


"Hella, a place like Tartarus?" Xena was glad that they had spent time among the Romans and Greeks and at least knew what she was talking about on her end.


"No, it is a place of rest until part of the spirit is reborn. The outstanding among us go to Asgard to one of the halls. Some of Hella's Halls is spoken of as cold and lonely and the river that surrounds it is of swords and knives and cannot be crossed, filled with venom," Axel said, lifting his horn as several others did the same.


"It probably means that it's cold and filled with ice," Sasha grinned.


"What?"


"It's a way of talking in the North, especially among the skalds, the poets, the bards, you call them. Sunna's light can mean gold," Sasha explained.


"Tyr's bane!" another called out.


"That means a wolf!" a man laughed.


"Freya's tears," a woman grinned, twirling a string of amber around her fingers. "Amber."


"Wound bees!"


Xena frowned.


"Arrows," Axel grinned.


"Game of iron - a battle."


"Arrow dew."


Xena grinned, "blood." everyone laughed, pleased that she was getting it.


"Mead of Othinn - poetry."


"Flying thorn."


"Spear," Xena grinned.


"Wolf feeder, a warrior."


"The Norse are infamous for their riddles," Axel warned with a grin.


"Terrific, just what I'm not good a,." Xena complained and everyone laughed.


"We especially love good stories and forgive almost any bragging if you can back it up," another warrior grinned.


"You said part of the soul is born again, not all of the soul? What do you mean?"


"Hmmm, the body is of several parts that come together to make a person, so is the soul. The mind and the soul are several parts. The major parts stay in whatever fate you have earned for yourself after death but a part of you comes back, usually in your family line or someone close to your family line. That is why we look for our ancestors in the little ones," Axel tried to explain.


"When you say that a child is acting just like his grandfather you think part of his grandfather has come back in him?"


"Yes. How do you believe in the south?" Sasha asked.


"That the soul is complete but that sometimes the gods decide that a soul should come back and be born into a new life. I've heard tales of some souls reconnecting over and over again in many lives and other tales say that after you die you end up in the Eleusian fields or Tartarus and stay there for eternity."


"What are your Fields like?" one warrior asked.


"It's a perfect day in your life, most don't realize that they've died. They go through their day perfectly happy, waiting for their loved ones to come home who haven't died yet. Some know they've died and wait for their loved ones to cross over, kinda watching and seeing what happens in their lives."


"Hmmmm, I think I prefer Valhalla - fighting all day and drinking all night!"


"What about Freya's Hall, the Goddess of Love?" another warrior called out.


"A different kind of fighting at night!" another laughed, kissing his mate.


"Do you have specific gods for things, like a god of war?" Xena asked.


Axel frowned, contemplating. "I know of your Greek and Roman gods. A god of war, one of love, one of justice. It is more complicated with ours, I think."


"The AllFather is the God of War but he is a poet and magic worker. He sacrificed his eye for a taste of the mead of inspiration," another man said with a grin.


"Thor is followed by most soldiers but he never pays attention to our battles," another said gruffly.


"AllFather is followed by most Chieftains but isn't trusted by any," another said and some grumbled in their seats.


"Why not?" Xena asked, wanting as much information as quickly about where she might be raising her child, especially if the gods were going to get involved at any time.


"He turns on his chosen, bringing them an early death," one mumbled.


"He causes their deaths so they may join his army in Valhalla at their peak!" another argued.


"Valhalla, AllFather's Hall?" Xena ventured and several nodded.


"Freya is the goddess of love but claims half of the slain warriors for her Hall and commands half the Valkyries," a woman offered.


"Valkyries, warrior female spirits?" Xena asked.


"Yes, they choose heroes for Othinn and Freya and follow their wishes, helping or hindering in battle."


"I prefer when the gods stay out of my way in battle," Xena grinned and several of the men cheered, raising their horns in salute.


"I agree, let the gods battle among themselves and leave us be," one called out.


"At least ours don't seem as bothersome as the Greeks and Romans seem to think theirs are," Sasha grinned.


Xena wondered what the woman would think if she knew Xena was carrying the child of a god? She was beginning to have the feeling that not many people in the North had ever seen their gods in person. Xena wasn't sure how she felt about that one, most of the time she preferred not seeing any of hers, thanks.


Xena suddenly felt tired and made her goodnights and crawled in next to Iolaus, quickly shedding most of her clothing under the warm furs and he mumbled something in his sleep and extended his arm. Blushing, Xena laid down inside his arm and let him hold her and was grateful he pretended to be asleep as she began crying tears she couldn't hold back any longer. Gabrielle felt so far away but she could feel her mate's loneliness washing over her.